2 weeks before I left...
Time flows so fast this year...I still remember the new year party I had in 2003 and it feels like yesterday. Today is the last day of November and tomorrow we are going to welcome the 'very-last-month' of 2004...As December is approaching, it means: only 2 weeks left before me leaving Surabaya...at one time I feel excited about it but other time I kinda hestitate to go...what choice do I have?
I found this questionnaire on friendster...pretty funny...I used to love filling out questionnaries whenever I had the time...haven't done it for a while now :)
About Marriage...
1. Do you have a target on when u should get married?
* The very last time I checked, I don't have one...
2. When someone says 'marriage', what's the FIRST thing that pops into ur mind?
* Long way to go
3. To you, what's the scariest thing about marriage?
* As for marriage is a gambling, what if I lost it all?
4. Who would be the first person u invite at ur wedding except for family?
* Definitely my best friends :)
5. If a really really REALLY rich n famous guy/girl that you just met yesterday asked you to marry him/her, what would u say?
* No idea, will tell if that happened to me
6. What if ur boy/girlfriend asked u the same question TODAY?
* I am not that fully ready for a marriage, not just yet, so I have to say no for now
7. What do u think is the best part about getting married?
* Realising that I have someone who loves me and that I will not face this world all alone :)
8. Color of wedding dress?
* Off-white with bit of gold as a classy touch...
9. City or Suburbs?
* City anytime!
10. How many children?
* Seriously I would love to have twins so that I need not going through so many pregnancies.
11. Honeymoon?
* I am dying to visit Johannesburg! So that would be a really nice place for a honeymoney one day
12. First anniversary gift?
* Most likely I would forget my first wedding anniversary ;p
13. Name of first child?
* Lexus!
14. Only people with no feelings dont cry at their wedding. Are you one of them?
* I don't know if I would cry 'cos that would be my happiest day on earth.
15. Finally, you got any specific date about when to have ur wedding?
* 26th of August...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
6:41 PM
2004 is close to quit... + & -
now now...chatting with Ray brought up the topic of the year 2004...What is my impression of the year 2004? ^_^ As much as I would like to say that this year has never been my year really, still there were some "+" stuffs happening to my life...
Recalling those stuffs...
+ I made bunch of new friends
+ I got what I had been wishing for around June
+ I realised the value of friendships and now I know who my true friends are
+ I learnt new stuffs around my works and...
+ I forgave him.
- I kept falling asleep whenever I said my li'l prayers
- I did create some tensions
- I lost my sister to cancer (she was only 26)
- I got hurt
- I was afaird to face the world
- I had been wishing for something important, have not got what I wish for yet
- World turns chaos
- Those unfair gossips on me
- Misleading & Misconception
- Vertigo and other kind of headaches
- many more...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
4:00 PM
Reading through debating + rebutal
I read this article across...pretty interesting...it's a debate on whether women will pick 'time to socialize' more or 'making more money'...surprisingly only 47% think that money is much important matter than socializing and 53% think without having the time to socialize, money means nothing...I agree with the majority. Money is important, I know that, but if there's no time to socialize, what's the meaning of life? The best answer is to create a balance energy between making money and having social life...I need to create sort of balance as I socialize more than making money hehehe ;p
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
11:08 AM
Sharp Pain *ouch*
I guess I haven't really recovered from my illness as two forth nights ago, I felt sharp pain throbbing in my head and whenever I turn my head fast, there's a slight darkness and flash...Last night, the back of my head was killing me...It stung and made me feel so dizzy. I needed to close my eyes for a while to make the pain went away. And earlier today, when I was out to immigration (been there 3x in the past 2 days!) with my dad, I felt like the whole ground moving and the bench moved back and forth. Back to my office, I saw my desk moving around. At one or two times, I felt like I wanted to vain. I have no idea what's wrong with me...I never suffered from any serious headache previously. I went to bed so early in the past two days (was in bed around 10pm on Monday and 9pm yesterday -> so not me!)...the lump on my left neck has grown smaller (that's a relief)...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
5:15 PM
Numb/Encore...
*Currently listening: Linkin Park vs. Jay Z - Numb/Encore...
*Currently reading: Don't Let Dreams Rule your Life...
*Currently fancying on: Ice cream.
*Current Fav. TV Show: The Simpsons (loves "Santa's Little Helper!")
*Current Fav. Movie: Shark Tale
*Current Fav. Activity: Eating ice-cream and making ice-cream
*Currently missing:
Scratchy and Smoky :(
*Currently annoyed by:
gossip on me*Current Fav. Place:
Coffee Bean
*Current Fav. Food:
Ice cream (It cannot beat anything!)*Current Fav. Drink:
Lychee Red Tea (no milk) plus konyakku and pearl
*Current Fav. Snack:
Stick snack in cheese and cream + Pringles Original less fat*Current Wish:
To get my driving license
*Current Fav. Memory:
Last reunion on the 20th November...*Current Rating on Ice Cream:
Haagen Daz -> Coffee (10!!!), Baskin Robbins -> Rainbow Sherbet (9), D'Mix (8.5), Panda Kitchen -> Mint Choc-Chip (7), New Zealand -> Cookies 'n Cream (6)
*Current Fav. Item:
An Apron from New Orleans that reads :Will Cook for Sex hehehe it's a gift
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
8:00 AM
Holiday is Over...
Awwwww holiday is over...after two-weeks of not working, now the fact that I am back to my office (back to reality), it feels like "waking up from the grave"...have been yawning countless time...am so dead sleepy (and it's just 12pm, still 5 hours to go until the day is over). Oh WHY WHY WHY? :(
Long recap:
*Holiday was fun and yet a bit sad. I had to let go 2 of my rabbits (Scratchy & Smoky) 'cos Starsky kept attacking 'em. I got bitten and scratched by Starsky 'til I bled. I was in tears but I know they would be taken care of very well by my aunt. Now, left only Starsky and Snowy... The scar made by Starsky remains on my right hand (deep one).
*Reunion with my long-lost friends was fun. Happened twice, Friday (accidentaly) and Saturday (planned). I was supposed to go to Hugo's on Friday but the crowds were awfully packed! Instead, I stayed @ C.Bean...unexpectedly, met my old friends...They decided to go to JJ, I was a bit lazy to follow as I hadn't been there for a while now and I just recovered from my illness. Imel pleaded me to go with her (Ella didn't believe it when I told her why I was at JJ that night! hehehe). JJ, too, was over-packed with people. We didn't stay there that long. It was too hot to handle.
*On Saturday, Nasya held a small reunion @ W.Front. Around 20 people or more turned up. Had fun and so many things to catch up. Half of my friends are working, one is married, one just graduated and the rest are still schooling (I feel so jealousssssss!!!!!!!!!). The dinner was over around 11pm. Cindy suggested on trying Hugo's. We went there and oh my, it was even hotter than the previous night at JJ. We were truly having sauna...we left just before 12am. I liked the band and the place was quite fancy, just the environment wasn't that good.
Okie, my lips were that shiny, didn't realise it..not until I saw the pic..gosh!
*And yesterday noon, Fanny invited me for her birthday + last night, Adi took me and my sis for dinner. We were also checking out "Infinity P.O" and borrowed Londo's Nokia 9500. A bit complicated device...that mobile really means business. I don't quite fancy it.
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
12:30 PM
Vertigo...
Holiday is close to call...yet I am ill...have been having this bad vertigo for the past 3 days :S
Feeling so tired every day...sleeping all day long...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
4:12 PM
