Back in 2003, I remembered that night Liya and Fanny asked me out for clubbing. "Ayo Li, ikut kita ke Zouk..barengan." I sat down in my room, thinking...would it be a good idea going there or just stay at home? After all, I was never a queen of clubbing or anything. I went clubbing only few times on the Gold Coast...once I was there for Valentine's day celebration with Jason and others. It was @ Coco's, the most famous club for Asian students..Broadbeach area...I visited the pub at my school few times..dons ourselves with few glasses of beer...the rest of the parties were held at Golf's place I guess. There was one time, I went to Melbas...the most happening club around that period at Surfer's Paradise. That was because me and Ita had to meet these two greek friends for dinner and they wanted to visit Melbas afterwards. We drank lightly 'cos we're driving. Few times, we went to Jupiter casino and had great times at a bar there..only then Annysa collapsed...she had around 7-8 shoots of tequilla straight...that girl was one of the wildest girl I knew! hehehe...She pucked on me and on my bag...that's the day I declared myself of freeing myself from alcohol. (the impact on Annysa gave me a creep!). After that, there was no more parties for me. I started my university day and I just studied hard. For the last 2 years of my uni day, I spent most of my time just having a cup of tea over tea-time and visiting my friends' place for a late movie in or we just went for a movie or supper. We didn't bang our heads or anything.
That's why when two of my friends asked me to go with 'em..I didn't know it was ever a good idea or just a mistake after I gave up all those party times long time ago. In the end, I said yes 'cos Liya was leaving for Jakarta and I didn't know if I would meet her again. It was a farewell party, we called it. My mom was here that time. I asked for her pemission. She wasn't happy about it but eventually she said yes. By the time I was ready..it was raining so hard. I was thinking maybe this was just a good idea, I shouldn't go. In the end, I didn't.
And I settled myself back home in Surabaya. There, I knew nothing about partying but out of the blue, I was down with problems. I couldn't handle all the pressures and my sisters suggested me to hang out more and to think less. I met new friends and went for clubbing that night. That was in 2004...since then I went for clubbing quite often, not to don myself in alcohol 'cos I don't take high level on alcohol. I went there to listen to the live band. I indulged myself in plain water, believe it or not ;)
Somehow, I found myself pretty tired of going to this club and took a turn for coffee shop instead :) which always much more pleasant than anything else. The very last time I was out and about at the club was during that reunion of my school. I went to JJ on Friday night and on Saturday night, I went to Hugo's. Since then, I kept myself lock at home...
But in January, I was visiting my friends in thailand..they just rang me to tell me to bring my passport along with me. I asked them where we would go, they didn't say a thing, just said bring your passport, I did and we went to Ashley's corner..nice club :) I didn't drink seriously.
And last night, there you go, I was there...Zouk...the most happening place in Singapore (according to one of my friend's friend). I didn't find myself feeling comfortable and I suffered from dizzyness either because I didn't have enough food to eat, had not been drinking for sometime or the music...my guess, the mixture of all three. I felt so bad towards my friend's friends. They couldn't enjoy the night because of me. :(
Kinda embarrassing...I wish I weren't there yesterday...I wish I were at home and just slept throughout the night. They must be very pissed..sorry guys :(
After all, I am just a good girl.
