About me
1. do you get jealous easily?
* * Sometime I can get jealous quite easily
2. what have u been doing these past few days?
* * Meeting up with friends
3. last movie u watched?
* * The Interpreter
4. fave song? why?
* * Superman by Five for Fighting
5. what are u planning to do this weekend?
* * Well I ended up @ home this weekend. Hopefully will get a better weekend next week
6. do u club?
* * I do but not as often as I did last year
7. do u drink alcohol?
* * Not that much
8. any people in love with u right now?
* * I don't think so
9. do u prefer sms or talking on the phone?
* * Depends on the person, sometime I prefer to sms with particular people and prefer to talk on the phone with others
10. are u missing someone right now?
* * Yes
11.what are u doing right now?
* * Listening to music and smsing my good friend
12. when was the last time u received sms?
* * Less than 5 min ago
13. two words to say about u?
* * Friendly and dreamer
14. name ur good friends
* * Linda, Livia and Stewart
15. who do u want to meet right now?
* * This one person
16. one person u want to spend the rest of ur life w/?
* * hahaha I don't know if this is the guy whom I wanna spend the rest of my life with
17. what were u doing before this?
* * Nothing much but packing my stuffs and had heavy dinner!
18. what are you thinking right now?
* * Getting a PC for myself
19.what did you do last night?
* * I went out for snacks with Johan and Ronny
20.what did you last say to a friend last night
* * Good night
21.what attracts you to the opposite sex?
* * Him being unique
22.what makes you happy?
* * Shopping never fails to make me happy
23.who's the last person u txtd?
* * Linda
24.who was the last person you talked to? when?
* * My mom, over the phone, yesterday afternoon
25.what do you want to tell someone but you haven't?
* * That I like you? huahuahua
26.when is your birthday?
* * 26th of August
27. when is your crush's birthday?
* * Can't tell
28. when did you last smile?
* * An hour ago
29. when will you marry?
* * Whenever I am ready
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:52 AM
It's all about Food!
I went out to meet Steph again today and she's leaving later on today...so sad...no friends :(
Anyway we went to eat, eat and eat! We started @ Delifrance...We had sandwich, soup, some bread and some drinks. Then we went to eat again an hour later! We went to coffee club to have Calamari, Deep fried filling and Muddy Mud Pie!
We caught "The Interpreter" afterwards and it was a good movie...I liked it! :)
The funniest thing was, I wanted to go to loo and the loo was inside the cinema...and when I was about to go inside, that Kingdom of Heaven trailer was on! So I didn't go and pretended like I was queueing for the loo...hohoho and there was this girl who wanted to go to the loo as well and she saw us standing, she thought the queue was long so she didn't go in the end
hihihihi
After the movie, we went for another round of 'putting on weight' exercise! We had had chocolate cake, NY cheese cake, strawberry tea and ice blended rambutan! I still do feel so bloated now (current time showing it's 5 am).
We chatted there until 4 am in the morning hihihi...was fun though ;) and I found out I knew 3 of her friends! What a small world after all :)
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
5:02 AM
Past, Present and Future
PAST
*Last cigarette: none
*Last car ride: an hour ago, it was a taxi
*Last good cry: two days ago
*Last library book: I haven't been to library since I completed my study
*Last movie seen: The interpreter
*Last beverage drank: Strawberry Rose tea
*Last food consumed: Chocolate cake and NY Cheese cake
*Last time showered: 4pm
*Last shoes worn: my white shoes
*Last item(s) bought: 2 pairs of pants
*Last annoyance: Yesterday, over a phone call
*Last disappointment: Yesterday, that phone call as well
*Last shirt worn: Black shirt
*Last website visited: The Sun
*Last sentence you said: See you and call me
*Last song you sang: Candyshop
*What color socks are you wearing: I don't own socks anymore
*What's under your bed: Books
*What time did you wake up today : 12pm hahahaha
FUTURE
-Where do you want to go: London
-Where are you going to live: Depending on my future husband ;P
CURRENT
xCurrent mood: Better than yesterday
xCurrent music: R n B
xCurrent taste: Something sweet
xCurrent hair: Medium length
xCurrent annoyance(s): I don't know the answer to my questions
xCurrent desktop picture: It's Orlando Bloom, of course! hohoho
xCurrent book: I haven't read books for a while now
xCurrent color of toenails: None
xCurrent hate: I hate the feeling inside me!
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:23 AM
Astrology
For the past two days, I had been spending my times with my juinor high school friend. I always have fun whenever I hang around with her! :)
She is a really smart girl with good vision about future. I love talking about astrology and chinese zodiac whenever she is around 'cos she is very good in understanding all of these topics.
She is here undertaking a course about 'future trading' with the infamous David Novack as the lecturer ;) (I told her earlier, if she made millions one day by doing trading, she should 'traktir' me for a trip to Paris!huahuahua).
Today, we were discussing about astrology and chinese zodiac. Virgo (my star sign) according to Steph is a BIG spender! loves luxury, perfectionist, cannot work as in quite lazy and non productive and does care about appearances...somehow someway it is so ME! I hate to admit it but I am a big spender...I love everything that is luxurious (I love to buy things that are limited editions), I cannot really work (I tend to ask people to finish the tasks hahahaha but I do make money though, it is just the way doing it quite different) and I really do care about my appearances...and I am so PERFECTIONIST in most of the things I do! Woahh it is so true....
Kinda interesting to learn all of these zodiac things. We also discussed about Gemini (it's steph's zodiac). Gemini is someone who doesn't care about the appearance, they are those who doesn't like to do the hard work but they will make sure, everything will be done appropriately and they are willing to give in more.
As for Cancer, it's quite similar to Virgo...according to Steph, Scorpio is the worst of all zodiac. Capricorn is someone who really works hard to achieve everything. As for Aquarius, they are very sensitive people and stubborn.
We also discussed about chinese astrology: Monkey is clever, Rooster is lazy to work, Dog has the character of dissing people off behind, Rabbit is a coward and cannot work as well, Dragon is easily controlled by the spouses, Horse is very outgoing.
I'm beginning to think that maybe learning all of these astrology signs might be usefull in the future ;)
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:20 AM
"Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking"
I read this on my friendster bulletin board and found it quite touching, so I decided to post it here :)
"When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refrigerator, and I immediately wanted to paint another one.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed astray cat, and I learned that it was good to be kind to animals.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake for me and I learned that the little things can be the special things in life.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I knew there is a God I could always talk to and I learned to trust in God.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make a meal and take it to a friend who was sick, and I learned that we all have to help take care of each other.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you give of your time and money to help people who had nothing and I learned that those who have something should give to those who don't.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you take care of our house and everyone in it and I learned we have to take care of what we are given.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw how you handled your responsibilities, even when you didn't feel good and I learned that Iwould have to be responsible when I grow up.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's all right to cry.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared and I wanted to be everything that I could be.
When you thought I wasn't looking, learned most of life's lessons that I need to know to be a good and productive person when I grow up.
When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked at youand wanted to say,"Thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking."
-- Author Unknown
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:34 AM
26 Qs
1.one word to describe urself right now?
Sad
2.two words you want to say to your loved one/your crush/significant other?
Missing you
3. names of your closest friends?
Livia, Linda and Stewart
4. what's your favorite number?
Lucky 7
5. what was the first thing you did after waking up?
Brush my teeth
6. last time you eat?
Less than 5 min ago (It's 19 past 4 in the morning)
7.who was the first person that came to your mind?
One of my friend
8. who was the last person to make you feel happy??
I don't remember of being happy for sometimes now
9. what song is on your mind right now?
Candyshop by 50 cents
10. what was the last thing you wrote on a book?
Movie schedule for later on today
11. whom do you want to call on right now?
Stewart 'cos I need to pour out whatever it is on my mind right now
12. what's your favorite time of day?
Morning
13. what colors do you like?
Black, white and red
14. last song that you sang?
Aku lelakimu
15. do you like to sing?
yes sometime
16. have you ever been to Baguio?
Where the hell is that?
17. what was the last song that you danced to?
It's like that by Mariah Carey
18. whats ur favourite song?
You've got a friend
19. last person you e-mailed?
My brother
20. have you worn/are you wearing braces [teeth]
Yes when I was in my secondary day
21. how often do you buy load?
What kind of load?
24. who's the last person in your phonebook?
Steph
25. if you were given a chance to visit another country/state what would it be?
London for sure
26. name the person that you want to fall for you at this moment?
Mr. H
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:15 AM
The problem with you + Quiet me?
What is the problem with this guy lately? Told ya to cool down on your own and yet he's not giving up...somehow someway I knew it! He won't give up this time around. I will make you give up in no time for sure. Just wait and see. Ain't gonna cry again.
Perhaps this is the reason why I have been so quiet lately. The reason I haven't been talking. I have been thinking so hard. I have been carefully arranging my plans.
It is getting easier days by days...after few drop of tears, loads of time to think, I know what I will do next. @ least I won't run away this time. I will meet you face to face and hell, I am not afraid of anything! I will make sure to grant your wish about meeting me but in that process, I will make sure I will get what I want! Telling you off by phone didn't work, did it? I will make sure you will receive my message out loud this time around. I always play the game fair :)
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
11:06 PM
About me (this is because I cannot sleep again!)
nicknames * Lia, nonik, Cecil, Cicil, Cil, Celia
zodiac * Virgo Saka
how's life right now * Life is a bit complicated and miserable but I am working on it to make it much better
how happy are you now?honestly. on a scale of 1 to 10?* I will give it 4.5
is there anything you would like to do right now?* Eat eat and eat...I am so starving that I think I can eat Spanky! huahuahua
what car do you want * ohhh nice question...though I like Jaguar, but what I really want is Mercs S350 Sports!
what accessories are you wearing right now * an earring on my left ear
last person called you* my soulmate muach muach I love you! hahaha
last person sent sms to you* Also my soulmate
last person you sent an sms to?* My soulmate
last person in your missed calls list* One of my Singaporean friend
last friend's house you went to* hmmm I think it's one of my singaporean friend's place too
how the weather right now* singapore is humid
what song are you listening to* Candy shop by 50 cents
what song is stuck in your head* candy shop
favourite food: * Italian food and Steak @ lawrys but basically any steak will do :P
favourite drinks * Lychee red tea without milk!
Single or taken* Single
last movie watched* Guess Who
describe what you do in the morning* Have my breakfast and jog with spanky then going back to sleep again! huhuhu
which day do u hate the most* I hate Sunday the most
what is your chinese astrology sign* Monkey
most hated colour* I don't quite fancy blue actually
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:01 AM
Questionnaries 'cos I cannot sleep just yet
1.Where have you been an hour ago?
*Having dinner @ Secret Recipe...I loved the food there! Was brilliant!
2. state your full name?
*Cecilia Siantar
3. do you like your name?
*No, I don't fancy it!
4. can you remember what you did on the first day of your school?
*Getting myself confused with the classmates and the class rooms :P
5. what do you want to be ten years from now?
*To be successfull in everything I do! And to survive this world for sure
6. what did u feel upon receiving emails like these?
*Read and delete it straight away sometime *ouch*
7. at what age you first learned to use a pc?
*My secondary day
8. have you ever eaten any exotic food?
*Exotic...huahuahua I wish I could eat Spanky! That will be exotic!
9. what was the last illness that you had?
*I think I am ill right now...been feeling so not fit lately and my stamina has dropped to level 0!
10. do you like listening to rap music?
*I do, in fact I wanna marry Eminem! hahahaha
11. have you ever thought of driving the train to uni?
*I cannot even handle cars well, but train might be fun :p
12. what did you do last November 1 2004?
*Woah most likely I was working on that day
13. which do you prefer? rainy dayz or sunny day?
*Sunny day!
14. when was the last time you browsed the bible?
*Actually way back then when I was in Australia
15. what perfume do you have?
* Jlo and Dior
16. what was the brand of your first wrist watch?
*I don't know..Casio perhaps? hihihihi
17. look at your back. what did you see?
*I saw Spanky snoring huahuahuahua
18. say something about the person who gave you this
*Nobody gave me this but I snatched it away!
19. do you sing while you are taking abath?
*No, but I talk hohohoho
20. what did you have for breakfast today?
*I missed my breakfast as I woke up around 2pm!
21. your last dream that you remembered?
*I went to the States with my family
22. what do you usually say when you meet a person?
* Halloooo!
23. do you agree on the saying "to forgive is to forget"?
*Yes
24. can you ride on a bicycle?
*I don't know now but I was quite ok back then
25. last thing you held before using the computer?
* My Xda
26. Where is the place you always dreamed of?
*London
27. When was the last time your tears fell?
*two days ago
28.are you goin to leave your parents in time?
* I don't think so
29. How do you say you are sorry to the person you've hurted?
*I'm sorry
30. at what age you are ready to get married?
*Maybe in a year time hahahaha
31. long hair or spikey?
*Long hair but for guys, I prefer guys with Spikey Hair anytime! They look sexier! hahahaha
32. First person to run if you are depressed?
*My soulmate in OZ
33. Whats the last movie you watched?
*Guess Who
34. who is the person u txtd last?
*My soulmate
35. What was your worst flood experience?
*Oh it was last year with Roy plus 2 sisters of mine! After we had had some drinks @ D'club...we were trapped! Until 2am in the morning...there was nowhere to go and it was kinda scary especially we didn't know how to get home!
36. Were you attracted to a person ten years older than you?
*not yet, but maybe not
37. Are you happy at this point of your life?
*yes and no
38. What do you want to eat tomorrow?
*Anything cos I am starving right now!
39. Are you in love now?
* Not in love but...
40. with whom?
*Definitely a guy :P but could be spanky...hard to tell
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
1:32 AM
Rouge
Went to Rouge with some friends, nice place, just that the crowds were not good enough :P
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
12:47 AM
Guess Who?
I went to see "Guess Who?" with my friends...It was hillarious!!!!! Huahuahua I loved Ashton Kutcher there! He was so cool and beautiful! This movie actually sent ya some good messages, such as "Love is not about dignitiy and pride" etc.
After the movie, we went for dinner, a chinese food...was good but I was just too full (due to that sinful nanchos + extra cheese!) to eat more :(
Then we went to Chijmes to Insomnia, a bar that is originated from Hong Kong. Managed to listen to few songs :) Reminds me of JJ.
Afterwards, checking out the crowds @ China Black and settled with the rest of Indonesian friends @ Zouk. The music was awful!:(
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
11:35 PM
Happy Birthday, Ding!
Sorry that I cannot be there but here, I am sending ya a perfectly delicious b'day cake! LOL
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
10:54 PM
Y-A-Y
After a week and so, finally I am feeling a li'l bit better.
Sometime we just need a bit space, don't we?
My cousin burnt the whole notes which was a relief. My clothes were given away too. The smses inside my flexi are still there, will delete them as soon as possible. I haven't got the hold of my flexi for nearly 6 months now...ohh my poor flexi ;) Though, you gave me troubles last year, I still do love you muach muach 'cos you are the smallest flexi that ever there so far! hihihi
I decided maybe not to sell my xda (or maybe l will if there is a keen buyer)...I meant come on, I don't need to do that just because he's using the same one, who knows he has changed it to N9500 or XDA IIs, after all he told me he preferred Nokia (I guess it's Nokia, can't be XDA IIs for him) anytime. Better luck with your N9500, my friend (or foe?), 'cos you had had trouble in finding out how to insert your SIM card inside your xda previously :p
Oh I am being so mean here....better stop
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
10:33 PM
Everything has to go
I am planning to sell my mobile off. It's about the time to really really get over him. I kept his smses on my mobile and I deleted them 2 days ago. Smart move. At least he will be outta my life bit by bit. I still have few smses from him on my phone. Not that I don't want to delete them, I do but I am just too lazy to search from 2300++ smses that I keep on my mobile. Those thick notes I have from him needs to be thrown outta my wardrobe as soon as possible. I have to get rid of my XDA II 'cos he is using the same mobile device and I don't like it. It reminds me of him sometime. All of those clothes that I used when I was with him would go to orphan homes (I keep them under one of my compartments 'cos I didn't want to wear them but didn't want to get rid of them too, but now I do!). Every single little things that reminds me of him have to be outta my room and outta my house.
This year is the year when me is me. Unlike last year, I wasn't myself. I was trying to prove to him that I could do better than he did. Finally I learnt, that's not all about it in life. The fact that everything has ended and it's not the end of this world. I was overdoing myself last year which come to think of it today, it was a stupid move. I didn't do any good to myself, I was crushing myself to my own death. I wasn't myself, too, 2 years ago when I was still with him. Again, another stupid move by a stupid girl. I don't want to look back and regret all of those, but I take it as a learning experiences in life. True enough, I lost a lot but I have gained a lot too.
In 2005, I will stop all my non-senses. Sometime all I need is holiday to refresh my mind and rethink of what to do. I am glad that I do get the chance to enjoy the longest holiday ever in my life!
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
10:13 PM
When I am feeling down...
This is the period where anything doesn't matter anymore to me. I am giving up hopes...I don't hope on anything anymore. I am losing my faith. I don't believe in anything no more. I am just so upset, so down once again. I am eliminating myself from being the 'candidate'. Too much fun can kill you, do you know that?
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
1:00 PM
:: A R E Y O U :::
*a shopaholic = definitely, hardly girls are not :>
*a brainiac = brainless maybe? hahaha hmmm I am not too sure as well
*sensitive = yes
*easily hurt = yes
*calm = I cannot calm down
*quiet = a lot of people say I am not but actually I am
*choosy = I guess I am sometime
*active = very inactive but very active to socialize huahuahua
*very shy = yes, I am a very shy person
*confident in urself = this is what I am lacking of
*brand-conscious = not that conscious, I am alright
*a good listener = hopefully I am but I forget things very easily
*easily bored = yes!
*Daring = very daring
*outgoing = yup
*open-minded = yes
*an only child = no but an only daughter
*happy at the moment = I am alright
*tired = no
*playing any online games = no
*good at Chess = I don't even know how to play chess
*tempted by chocolates = Yes especially Baci
*a couch potato = hihihi guess so
*dark/tan/fair = Fair
*afraid of the dark = kinda
::: D O Y O U :::
*play the guitar = no
*play the piano = yes now and then
*like your life = I thought I did but I have been complaining a lot about my life lately maybe I don't really like my life now
*like school = I think I do
*like dancing = hahaha yes especially doing all this dancing with Liding!
*like sweets = yes
*have a girlfriend/boyfriend = not yet
*like travelling = no
*own an Xbox = nope
*have a handphone = yep
*have a tattoo = nope
*ride a bike = I don't know if I still remember how to ride a bike
*read Harry Potter = all of the series
*read a lot = yes I do
*yell at your siblings = sometime
*argue with your parents = sometime
*feel like quitting this quiz = hahahaha maybe
*love McDonalds = Prefer KFC
*play basketball = I don't
*play badminton = only if Wang-wang challenges me ;)
*watch Disneychannel = nope
*like Oreo = used to
*like potato chips = not really
*drive = no :(
*do the housework = did that and get sick of it now I am enjoying myself with the help of my maids
*like this quiz = Where there are nothing good to do, hell yeah it's fun filling up these questions
::: W I L L Y O U :::
*get more than 5 piercings = I did but now stick with just 3
*curse a friend = isn't it a must?hahaha joking..maybe when I am mad at him/her but usually I don't mean what I say
*hit someone that offended you = no
*cheat to win = no
*sacrifice for the one you love = I think yes
*hug a stranger = no
*sneak out at night alone = nope
*join Fear Factor = hahahaha perhaps
*work for Donald Trump if you had a choice = yeah why not?
*further your studies overseas = done that and won't mind if I have another chance to do so
*try summoning a ghost for fun = haaha did that when I was younger!
*try alcohol = yep
*cut your hair = definitely and for the past 2 years, I always regretted it in the end...oh why didn't I just listen to my mom! I won't cut my hair this year!
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
3:19 AM
