...::Seasons of Cecilia..

I am more than just a bird...

Sitting down here, listening to "Superman" by Five for Fighting...and suddenly few drop of tears fell...I am a bit fragile lately, aren't I? There must be something bothering me lately, it is just that I cannot really figure it out what there's that bothers me the most...is it myself or others?

I am going home soon, 4 days from now...I do feel upset and yet excited. It's a complicated thing. When you adapt well with the environment and everything, it is just triggers you off to go home. I am just like that :(

I will just cool down a bit...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird...
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...
But don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...
Away from me
It's all right...
You can all alseep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...
Or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man
In a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite
On this one way street
Only a man
In a funny red sheet
Looking for special things
Inside of me
It's not easy to be me.

P.S: Today is my friend's birthday...wishing you all the best for everything you do :)

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:33 AM