That's a question that has been pounding around my head for the past few days. Did I or did I not? If I traced back to 2004, I think I didn't. But, if I asked people around, they said I triumphed his heart. Now, all I can do is to feel guilty, regret and sad. Had I been more sensitive, today would be a different story than now. Had I been more sensible, everything would take a better turn. When I met him recently, I tried to act as normal as I could, though, deep down in my heart, I wanted him to talk more, I wanted him to ask me out again like he used to, I wanted him to say "I missed you." The truth is all those will not happen and will never happen. I miss all those moments. I miss all those happy times we had last year. I tried to avoid him by not letting him knew that I was already back. Well apparently, I cannot go and hide forever, can I? Couple hours before I decided whether to give him a call or ignore him (eventually I decided not to call him), couple hours later, I met him. What a coincidence...do I call it a good coincidence or a bad one?