Winter

Friday, July 08, 2005

I was there but you walked away

There was that day when the place was packed with people. It did bother me, the whole crowds until I saw you. I saw you were smilling, but I wasn't sure if you were giving that beautiful smile of yours to me. I looked around, to check out the crowds but suddenly there were only you and me there, just the two of us. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say. So I stood there in silence hoping that you would walk away. You did not. You approached me. I muttered something and took a deep breath, ready to listen to every single bad words you would unleashed. Instead, you smiled and said "Hi! Long time no see". I was taken aback. To my surprised, I did too say hi and smiled back. Then there was the long chat but it was pleasant. And it's time to say good-bye and we went off. I didn't look back, neither did you.

Then something woke me up. I sat in my bed for sometime, thinking why there was the smile and the friendly gesture whilst you were supposed to hate me. I made you hated me. You made everyone hated me, but I never hate you. You told the whole world bad things about me, hoping everyone would be my foes, I have not said something unnecessary to people about you. I spared your friendships but you gave me foes in return. Though, it was only a dream but it bothered me so much. I concluded to myself, it must be a sign, a warning sign that he hated me like mad and he didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. I checked my phone, nothing unusual, no missed calls or smses. I checked my emails, still the very same. So I said, forget it.

A phone call broke my train of thoughts. I saw my phone screen and I smiled. Here's the reality and the fact. Here's no dreams or bull. We would have dinner. He picked me up and I thanked God that I have him now and not that "him" in my dream earlier (they're two different guys). After all the better man always win :) All I can say, welcome back "Relationship" and good-bye "Jerk!"


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