
Friday, July 08, 2005
I was there but you walked away
Then something woke me up. I sat in my bed for sometime, thinking why there was the smile and the friendly gesture whilst you were supposed to hate me. I made you hated me. You made everyone hated me, but I never hate you. You told the whole world bad things about me, hoping everyone would be my foes, I have not said something unnecessary to people about you. I spared your friendships but you gave me foes in return. Though, it was only a dream but it bothered me so much. I concluded to myself, it must be a sign, a warning sign that he hated me like mad and he didn't want to have anything to do with me anymore. I checked my phone, nothing unusual, no missed calls or smses. I checked my emails, still the very same. So I said, forget it.
A phone call broke my train of thoughts. I saw my phone screen and I smiled. Here's the reality and the fact. Here's no dreams or bull. We would have dinner. He picked me up and I thanked God that I have him now and not that "him" in my dream earlier (they're two different guys). After all the better man always win :) All I can say, welcome back "Relationship" and good-bye "Jerk!"