Winter

Wednesday, August 31, 2005

I hate my life right now :(

My life suxs the big time lately :(
So many down sides and so many dissapointment.
I, sometime, wonder why God gives me all these tests?
Why there was a get to know each other thing when everything was nothing but a bullshi*?
I wonder...
Now my eyes are a bit heavy...crying a bit as I was very tired and grew tired of all the shi*s
How I wished I would go and dissapear and the earth would swallow me alive...
Life truly is a cursed.
Who said life is wonderful? I have never seen life is beautiful because it is not. It is a punishment. It's one of a way to punish us, humans...being alive has never been great....
Sleeping forever will be good.
My life is in despair right now. I am in agony :'(

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 6:02 PM

The end of month and deathly mission

Tuesday (2pm - 3pm) : Triple Decker Sandwiches

Tuesday (3pm-4pm) : Panick button pressed

Tuesday (5pm - 6pm) : Tears

Tuesday (7pm - 9.30pm) : Killing myself

Tuesday (10pm - 12am) : Conversation off key

Wednesday (12.30am - 1am) : Call him, call him not, call him, call him not, call him, call him not

Wednesday (1am - 2am) : CSI Vol.23

Wednesday (2am - 7am) : Dozed off + Over dose

Wednesday (7.45am) : Bad news stroke

Wednesday (8.45am) : Life entrance

Wednesday (8.50am) : Dialled number, no picked up

Wednesday (9.10am) : Suicidal

Wednesday (9.20am) : Desire + Self-killed + Death

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 9:33 AM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

Baileys didn't kill us

Saturday (8 pm-10 pm) : Dinosaurs eating two pots of suki

Saturday (11 pm - 2 am) :Two bottles of Baileys + Coke + Sprite...nobody died

Sunday (3 pm - 6 pm) : Creamy Fettucini escalated

Sunday (6 pm - 7 pm) : Green Cult cap cured the curiosity

Sunday (7.30 pm - 11 pm) : Flat noodles + sexy dancers ;)

Monday (7 am - 8.25 am) : Eyes glued + reality sank in

Monday (11 am - 3 pm) : Run errands + Death Q

Monday (8pm - 11.30pm) : Dinner dash + Almost karaoke + dead bored

Tuesday (2.30am) : In the land of dreams

Tuesday (6.45am) : Freaking morning sms

Tuesday (7am) : Buzzed off

Tuesday (7.35am) : Eyes were sticky

Tuesday (8 am) : Cold cold cold water

Tuesday (8. 25 am) : Fish nuggets breakie

Tuesday (8. 45 am) : Entrance to the land of stress

Tuesday (10 am - 12 am) : Been there and done that

Tuesday (1pm onwards) : Xcelso fiesta + brainstorming


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:00 PM

Friday, August 26, 2005

My birthday, but I'm not having a good birthday this year :(

Today is my birthday and yet I don't get a really nice birthday :( how sad it is....

First of all, my days @ work had not exactly turned out the way I wanted it. Bad customers and some troubles invovled. I had to make so many overseas phone calls and one involved me to speak mandarin. I seriously can't speak the language, just some though I do understand it quite alright. So I was talking to this lady and I understood every single words she said, it was just that I had no idea how to ask my questions or answering her questions in mandarin. I answered her as best as I could, which involved a very broken chinese I assumed (thankfully she understood what I meant) and half of the questions were asked by me in English (and thankfully she understood a li'l bit of English).

Secondly, whilst I was having lunch with Singz, my mom called and she informed me my dad's condition was worsening that required him to be hospitalize. I kinda panicked and thought, what else could strike me so bad today? This is my birthday and I need something good to happen.

Thirdly, as I about to have some other lunch with a friend, I noticed someone deleted me on friendster. I do not really care actually as it's not the first time someone deleted me but I just couldn't believe whom had deleted me. He's a dear friend and I didn't blame him. It's just that a bit lame isn't it that someone is jealous of me and I am like 3 years older than this guy? I mean come on, I am not gonna steal someone's boyfriend, especially he's more younger than me. We're just good friends, that it is...no need to do something harsh like that. That is truly disrespect me in some sort of way. Be more rational...

Fourth, back to my office, everything went a bit chaos. Some customers complaints...pretty bad... :(

As I said, this isn't the b'day that I have ever dreamt to have...a very bad days....I need to chill a bit. To calm myself and I do hope everything will be better by tomorrow. I hope my dad will get well soon, and I hope someone understood that there's nothing going on between me and her boyfriend (do not worry, I am a woman of my words).


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 6:00 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Happy Birthday to my friends!

Ok let's recap this week, loads of my friends are having their b'day this week...starting from the 22nd to the 30th ;)

22nd August...It's Tonny

23rd August...It's Mr.Agus aka Xiong2 plus Illen

24th August....It's Han

25th August....It's Singgih (Happy Birthday, bro!)

26th August....Rosa (my twins), Stewart (my best friend!), Han, Andre, Acura, Roy and myself

27th August....Mike

28th August....Liya

30th August....Felicia and Liya

I wish we all get what we have been wishing for :)


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:24 AM

Psuedo code

01. Does ur name have an 'a'?
[x] Yup yup yup

02. Two of your dominant feelings at the moment?
[x] Upset and Craving

03. What are you listening to right now?
[x] My uncle talking

04. Part of song lyric that's in your mind right now?
[x] A song from "My best friend's wedding" : Wishing and hoping and thinking and pray...

05. Describe where you are right now?
[x] My office, my desk, sitting in front of my computer

06. What is your best day of the week?
[x] Friday!

07. What are you craving to have right now?
[x] Someone

08. Best memory in childhood?
[x] Disneyland

09. Worst memory in childhood?
[x] When my parents left me for the States :(

10. What are your nicknames?
[x] Cecil, Cil, Nonik, Lia, Celia

11. Your three plans for tomorrow?
[x] Run errands (as always), having lunch and hopefully to catch a dinner as well

12. Your three plans for today?
[x] Going to bank, a bit of shopping and lunch

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
[x] I don't know, sometimes I still do

14. Do you party?
[x] If I could, I would party all the times! hahahaha

15. Do you like twins?
[x] I am hoping to have twins one day

16. Fill in the blank: I am __
[x] Cecilia

17. Say something to the person who sent you this!
[x] You are one crazy li'l sister!

19. Mary has her little lamb. What do you have ?
[x] My spanky! hihihihi he's not my little lamb, he's my li'l cow

20. Say anything to whoever is reading your ans ?
[x] Anyone readin' it?

21. What do you think of the one that sent u this?
[x] Very INSANE!

22. What do you drink?
[x] I stick to sugar free drink, that is mineral water

23. Are you in love?
[x] Not at the moment

24. What kind of girl / boy do you like?
[x] After Mr.X

25. Any last Request?
[x] To get my dream come true :)

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:12 AM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Citibank is getting to my nerves!

Okie, I've been running errands like mad lately...travelling to the same bank could be done like 2 times in a day especially to BCA. How I love BCA, don't you think? I was @ BCA this morning, withdrew some money to pay the garderner only that he didn't show up. Dang, why would I hestitate to go to bank so damn early in the morning then???????? Returning to the office, my employee got some trouble with the lock. Then I nearly had forgotten about going to HSBC. A customer that was in hurry will never be good as me and the others were busy trying to fulfill his demands just in the nick of time (and yet we still failed to get all he wanted --> we couldn't get the perfect match of the new grille for his mercs). Off I went to BCA again and I met Aileen. Unexpected place to meet a friend truly hehehehe...From BCA I went to HSBC and the Q was bloody long. I asked my brother if there was anyway to cut the q short 'cos usually my dad managed to do so. He replied my sms just as I finished and already returned back to the office ;p
Back to the office, dealing with Citibank. I've been dealing with 'em since last week actually. Why is it so hard for them to fax the document that I want???? They have been promising me about this document since last Friday and up 'till now, I haven't received one! Mr. Panca told me that his staff did fax me one which honestly kinda weird 'cos I haven't received any fax aparts from the fax I received from HSBC. He told me he would re-fax it again by today before 12. Again, it never got into my hands. I had called Citibank up for about 3 times today and still I haven't gotten it yet. Later on around 5, I have to ring Mr.Panca back and ask him where the hell my document is! Now I am so pissed... :(

I better sign off, I think I'm in the cold site now (yeah a friend told me I'm half cold and half hot). I am so sleepy! I haven't got enough sleep lately and looking forward for the sleep hours I will have tonight...oh my bed, I miss you zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:58 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

Arva Fashion Show

The 2nd time for me to attend a fashion show and not remembering how fun and impressive it was until last Friday. Yeah, now I do not mind to attend or to be invited for any fashion shows around...craving my delights I must say hihihihi

A bit chaotic on Friday as I finished up my works around 6 and I gotta be ready in 30 min time or so. I picked my friend up and hell the traffic, it was packed as it was Friday night. I kept on cursing on my way to Pakuwon Imperial, wishing that I could arrive earlier. Ww smsed me and informed me the show had began...ok checking the time, it was nearly 7! The whole thing started at 6pm. Over there, I missed a lot. I just came for the last 3 designers...darn it...but hey Robert Liang's designs were fantastic! There was this one orange gown that I loved the most! Very pretty...kinda fantasizing me wearing that one hehehehe

After the show, my tummy was screaming "HUNGRY!"...the three of us decided to try "The Rock" with the new location and concept. Alrighty, the food wasn't that good but wasn't that awful either. We just ordered side dishes and straight away drove to Coffee Bean. We stayed there until midnight.

@ home, I checked on my mobile, as always whenever I left it unattended there would be missed calls or smses. I received a sms from a friend telling me that his friend saw us @ Coffee Bean. I finished up the night by talking to 'my babe' until 3am! Woahhhhhhhhhh time flew that fast!

This one is my fav!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:47 AM

This love...

1.what made you happy this week ?
-Hmmm the week has just begun (yup this is sad Monday) so let's talk about last week, shall we? hehehe well last week had fun, meeting new friends and went out a lot, crashing my voice during karaoke and ate ate ate! I will be a piglet soon-

2.what made you sad this week ?
-Just one thing...this one thing I'm dying for-

3.has someone/somebody make u happy lately ?
-Yeah definitely-

4.how are you feeling at the moment ?
-I don't know really but I'm a bit sad :(-

6.are you the type of person who easily gets hurt ?
- Maybe I am-

7.do you cry ?
-I do and I did it last night-

8.have you ever been to a point in your life that you've thought about giving up ?
-Yes, many times in fact

9. the last movie you watched ?
-Oh this movie, 'Vina Bilang Cinta' because I was upset and there was nothing to do-

10. with who ?
-Ww,Maria,Eric and Londo-

11. the last song you heard ?
-Some trance music inside Dennis' car and it made my head spinning-

12. the last thing you bought ?
-Some bread @ Bread Story-

13. the last place you went ?
-Supermall-

14. the last food you ate ?
-I had had pizza last night plus ice cream sugar free gelato-

15. the last thing you heard from your parents ?
-My dad smsed me this morning,reminding me of all the works I have to get them done by today-

16. the last thing you said to your parents ?
-I asked about the head lamps and tail lamps of Mercs C240 '05 prices-

17. the last thing you said to one of your friends ?
-Ok, thanks and bye-

18. the last thing you read ?
-my emails-

19. the last person you called ?
-Yohan-

20. the last person who called you ?
-This guy whom I don't even recall his name or his face but claimed he was wearing this red shirt when he met me-

21. the last person who msg you ?
-My brother-

22. the last person who said you're pretty /handsome?
-None, I am not pretty, that's why lol-

23. the last person who gave you a testimonial ?
-Ages ago, it was Tonny-

24. the last person who messaged you in ym ?
-I hardly use my ym-

25. the last person/s you're with ?
-Liding and Wewe-

26. the last person you kissed goodnight ?
-My prince charming huahuahua-

27. the last person you kicked ?
-I ain't kicking anyone ;p-

28. the last person you think of before going to sleep ?
-Someone who rules my mind lately-

29. the last thing you're goin to do before going to sleep?
-Turning off my tv and dvd player-

30. the last time you went clubbing ?
-Two weeks ago and I had a blast!-

31. What song are you listening to now ?
-Listening to none-

32. handphone brand ?
-O2 and Nokia-

33.wat wuld u do if sumone tells u he/she likes u?
-Depends on whom that someone is-

34. where do u live ?
-Undecide just yet-

35. what can't you live w/out ?
-My friends and my Family

36. who are you thinking of right at this moment ?
-This person who has been on my mind, just cannot get him outta my head! urghh-

37. what do you want most ?
-This one wish to come true-

38. what would best describe you ?
-Talk-active-

39. who do you hate ?
-I hate nobody this time around-

40. what are you most looking forward to ?
-My upcoming b'day-

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 9:20 AM

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Nice getaway...

Okie, I love the month of August. First of all, there is a day off for sure, that is the Independence Day on the 17th, and of course my birthday hihhihi party party party party and party! But this month in the year 2005 is even funner than usual 'cos most of my friends are here and Eric is here too...he is the organizer of everything, I guess :p

On Monday, we went for a movie "Vina Bilang Cinta". Not the nicest movie ever and yet not that bad. I'm sayin' this not because of the "Delon Factor" 'cos honestly, I don't fancy him at all and I don't have any objection of him as well. It's just that most girls love him and I wonder why. I cried during the movie, not that there was any sad part there, I had no idea why I cried. I couldn't really concentrate throughout the movie session. Kept remembering bad things. Maybe that's the reason I cried. I had been avoiding going to the cinemas for about months due to some 'inclusive reason' and yet last Monday, I gotta be realiable a bit and I realised I shouldn't punish myself for what happened, not that it was my fault anyway. After the movie, we went to Citraland and ate @ Ndokeee. I ordered "Siomay Bandung" and it was awful! Half of the food was served cold and another was hot. I just took few bites of the siomay and boiled-eggs and just put aside the food. Wewe was having "Nasi Goreng Jawa", should had ordered that! Londo and Maria had had "Tahu Campur" and Eric, being the maniac, ordered a lot!

Then on Tuesday, I went for lunch @ hachi2 with wewe,eric and Londo. "So Serakah!", we ordered too many dishes! Nobody could finish them! Nightime, I met them up @ karaoke place. Goodness, my working hour has gone from crazy to mental! I finished working around 7.30pm on Tuesday! I didn't get the chance to take shower and I just managed to change my top. So there was 5 of us and Maria has a really nice voice! Eric went crazy, he sang all kind of songs, from dangdut to rock hehehehe As the time approaching to 10 (that day all entertainment places closed up @ 10, sucks!), Maria's sis and her boyfriend came. She's that famous designer, Yunita Kosasih. I heard tales that her boyfriend had a voice like Andy Lau. So we demanded him to sing and my goodness, he truly is an Andy Lau's replica, in term of voice! He sang so well and all of us were stunned. Even Eric said he didn't want to sing anymore! hahahaha. I said to Maria, one day if I ever have a party, I would love to invite this guy and he has to sing! Too bad, he only managed to sing us a song...hiks hiks hiks, all of us wanted him to sing more but it was impossible.

After karaoke, me and wewe joined singgih and liong and their friends at coffee bean. We met Endarto again and I met some of my friends, one being a friend whom I had not met since we graduated from junior high! She's in Canada now and we spoke about our 'blank futures and our worries!' hihihihi I was introduced to some new friends that night. It's always nice to meet new friends :) I slept at 4.30am that day...

The Independence day, yeah pretty much I spent my day sleeping. Awaken by the sound of my door knob turning (my sis was trying to open my room) and some phone calls. I took shower and decided to have salad @ Dome with Singgih. Wewe joined us for a while. Later that night, me and Singgih were invited by our friend's fiance for dinner @ Tretes Raya. Call it crazy, the journey to Tretes was like an hour and a half and the dinner was done in an hour time...Giovanni was with us and he was very hillarious. None of us could stop laughing due to his zany stories! The yakiniku was great, so was the angsle and the jagung bakar. Endarto asked me if I could join him @ Coyote with his friends around 10.30. Wewe didn't want to go and I didn't think it was any good idea as I worked the next day. So I told him maybe next time when he visits Surabaya again :p

Still I slept at 2 last night. Woke up at 8am and kinda late for work today! I actually needed to go to Telkom this morning but then my mom was rushing so I asked her to go instead of me. Well I still need to go back to Telkom again tomorrow, Urgh *frustated*. Yohan delivered the hi-chew that wewe 'titip' from Singapore. I asked him to get her just 6 packets and he bought like 18 packs! Insane...Now I wanna go to Tomodachi...wanna enjoy sacher, yum yum yum...chocolate craving is back. I had too much chocolates these days...pocky,coating and now I will have sacher. I am off to Tomodachi :)

Here are the pictures from the karaoke on Sunday night and Tuesday night





Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:27 PM

Monday, August 15, 2005

Nice weekend, thank you very much :)

L>O>V>E>L>Y! :)
The very last time I hit the club was like 3 months ago? hmm well I am not that certain, either it was 2 or 3 months ago but it's been a while and definitely time flows so fast *phew*. "Rouge" was the last club I went to when I was in Singapore. As for in Indo, it's been a year (yeah, my friend didn't even believe it that the very last time I met him there was the very last time I went clubbing here...which it's like a year ago!). I must say I am not into that clubbing anymore (the beginning of a new era? hahaha). Not that I didn't enjoy my time on the weekend (which I did), it's just that when I saw the crowds there, it's not exactly fitting my age anymore (now I do feel very old! Am I becoming senile or what?) plus I didn't see any familiar faces there (apparently most of my friends have different ways to spend their weekends). Ah well, I have no idea, after all I've just been here for 3 weeks and in that space of 3 weeks I think I have complained a lot (what's gotten to me????). Ok, just cut the crap and let me write what happened during the clubbing hours ;)

Ok, most people talk about it, RedBoxx, one of the coolest clubbing places here so far but my best friend who went there in February told me she didn't like every single inch of the place (which I never have doubted her judgment 'cos basically what she has in her mind is what I have in my mind). Eric nearly cancelled about going to RB 'cos 90% of his friends were heading to Coyote. I was nearly dissapointed. I said "Yaaaaaa gak jadi ke RedBoxx lagi. Memang gak jodoh, mesti batal!". So me, Eric and my sista headed back to Eric's car and thankfully he had forgotten to get his key from the valet desk. So we kinda walked back to the valet desk which was pretty far and upon returning to the car, Eric met his friend. So now, there were 5 of us. Eric asked us if we still wanted to go (which I think Eric was dying to check out the club as well lol) and yeah me being so curious about this place (Shouldn't be that curious as according to a friend, curiosity does kill the cat), of course said "Sembarang" which can be translated "Yes please!" hehehehe. So we went, the five of us (btw I don't recall Eric's friend's name plus the girl, sorry). We didn't get a table @ first 'cos pretty much nobody drank. I just stood there, observing the place and well, it's not as fantastic as I had imagined so far. Pretty common and nothing special but it's kinda spacious, @ least I can breathe well comparing to JJ. I didn't mind the band, the music was great (R&B). After awhile, Eric decided to "buka botol" and there we got seats upstairs where the view was so distant and it's so dark and remote, better than nothing. An hour later, Londo and Mul joined us and Eric's friends from Thursday night were there too..erghhh again I can't recall the girl's name and the guy has a very 'uncommon' name. I guess Londo and Mul drank the most hehehe seeing Mul being forced by Londo to drink was pretty funny ;p All Mul could say was "Oh tidak tidak tidak!" Eric said if we didn't finish the whole bottle, we wouldn't go home. Kinda freak me out 'cos pretty sure my parents would kill me if I went back too late! Especially I didn't mention to them about going out for clubbing 'cos I was not certain if we would go there eventually and I left both of my mobile phones + my flexi @ home 'cos all of them were running out of batteries. Thus, Londo and Mul were competing to finish the drink and I guess Londo gave away some to their friends (according to Eric, it's his Portland friends). Londo challenged me to finish the whole drink in one gulp together with him. I didn't mind of course, 'cos Mul mixed my drink and pretty much he had a mellow heart as my drink consisted of 90% coke, 5% alcohol and 5% the ice cubes ;) but when it came to my sis' turn, poor her, it was Londo who mixed the drink! It's 50-50 and my sis was kinda dizzy afterwards hihihi. After the whole bottle was finished, I demanded to go home but Londo said not after one shoot each. I said, "No kidding me, right?" He was serious. I knew if I didn't agree or nobody agreed, nobody was about to go home. I said, "Promise no tequilla, ok?" He marked his words. It was kinda good and again, my sista was up for the challenged and she got pretty bad but not wasted after that one shoot :p So time to leave...Londo still wanted to get me and my sis wasted hehehe. Well I am not a drinker or any good in drinking but I know my limit. I know when to say no and which drinking challenge to take. I don't mind drinking occasionally or in any special occasion but I do mind to get wasted.

Anyway reaching home, my sis kept saying she was burning and the effect wasn't good. I told her to cool down, drink some water and get some sleep. I think we ended up sleeping around 4 in the morning.

And on Sunday, I promised Yossy to have dimsum. Kinda ironic, isn't it? I have 5 clocks inside my room and none of them working! (I keep forgetting to replace the batteries). And I jumped outta my bed and ran outside my room to check the time (it was still 9am) and took my mobile from my mom's room (I left them there on Saturday). , only to receive sms from Yos, telling me he didn't feel well and the dimsum was cancelled. Checked the time, he smsed me at 4.30am! hahahaha that guy hit the club pretty wild the previous night I gather ;). Received around 5 missed calls from my friend and several sms from my friends. Usually when I bring along my mobile with me, nobody sms or call me on the weekend 'cos I assume they are busy with their things but whenever I leave it @ home, unattended (not forwarding the call), I will get several missed calls and smses. I replied Yos' sms and said we could have it next time around. I was preparing to hit the pillow and my friend called. We talked for an hour and then I remembered I had left my bracelet @ Eric's car! After the phone call, I went to get another sleep but my mom woke me up. My sis asked me if I wanna join 'em. Since I was bloody hungry so I did and we had lunch @ Cianjur (I missed the food so much!). There, another Eric's friend joined us (again and again I don't remember his name!). We stayed there for nearly 2 hours...kinda sharing some funny stories and kinda fun too :)

Eric checked in and there in the lobby we met the unexpected person, Mr.E...Wewe recognised him and of course,me, being "always gak perhatian sama orang" didn't even know who he was (well I never really met him in person). Eric said hi to some of his friends, one being Eric (yay! I remember the name finally) and E promised me for Timtam so I asked him where my timtam was ;p He asked what we did on the weekend, I said I went to RB and he told me he went to Coyote. Why everyone went there last weekend? I wonder...I wanted to check out Coyote as well but Eric didn't permit us to go, he said it's a pretty bad place. The other weekend, my friends went there too. I guess it's not a place for girls to visit, is it?

We finished up by karaok-ing. My throat was dried up due to the fact I sang most of the hardcore songs, requiring to shout. Woahhhhhh pretty long story, don't ya think? I need to get back to do some documents I have neglected earlier. My eyes can't really co-orperate with me. I feel damn tired now and wishing I can hit the sack straight away "zzzzzz" and frankly, I don't feel well, a bit feverish.

To sum things up, though now I am half dead, I had had fun and the funnest part was meeting all new people from Thursday 'till Sunday (I love meeting new people/friends and making friends with 'em---> that's if I can remember them still when I meet them again one day ---> not sombong, it's just that I have problems in remembering people whom I just met and placing their names right *urgh I hate this weaknesses of mine!*) .

Working working workinggggggggggggggggggggg


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:21 AM

Friday, August 12, 2005

How?

How am I gonna get through what I am going through now?
Pray for me...

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:39 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005

Juicy Couture

Eric failed to find my Juicy Couture! :'( hiks hiks hiks...
Gotta ask Ivan for a help then or bidding @ ebay is my last resort.
My b'day wish is definitely to be able to get this juicy couture as soon as possible...well kinda foolish wish (this is what I can think of right now, that one wish! but soon I will wish for a greater things hihihihi mighty!)

This week has not turned out the way I planned. Everything did not work out the way I wanted. My dad had gone a bit mental lately. He was mad to everyone he could lash out @. And yeah, you can guess it right, I was one of the victims for 2 consecutive days :(

Throwing tantrums @ me and ya know me, being a rebel, kinda fired back @ him, not kinda, I did that. I threw the stack of papers to his desk yesterday and I went outraged too. Well he's testing my patience, he got what he deserved for. I didn't regret what I did yesterday. I think he ought to start to learn how to appreciate people and things surround him. He gotta learn to be more respectful to people if he wants to be respected back.

Well anyway I hope this war zone will end soon. After all today is Friday and tomorrow will be my last day of working for this week. Phewwwwww....I cannot wait for Saturday and Sunday. Though, Saturday might be dissapointing as my cousin has just informed me that he might cancel his b'day bash (well shit does happen, doesn't it?) but I think I will have a nice lunch and a bit of shopping on Sunday ;)

Now I am waiting for my "Es Gossip" Slurrpppppssssssssssssss


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 12:28 PM

Monday, August 01, 2005

The whole week

Pretty much tiring lately. I had been knackered by going out every night after works from Tuesday until Sunday...phewwwww....and that also means, adding up more fats to all these lumps of meat I have ;P

From all those weeks, the most depressing one perhaps was Saturday night. I was kinda unable to connect myself with all the people there and was unable to come up with a topic to talk about. I was really quiet and did not really pay attention to any kind of conversation that night. The food was awful, too.

But, on Sunday, I was having a bit of blast. Had had dimsum with friends :) . Then I went to PTC (Finally after nearly half a year of not visiting there) and ate gelato and did a bit of shopping ;)

Finally, last night, I discussed some business with my sis. And I promise myself, this week, I won't beat myself up, no more going out @ night (well I meant not every night), just once in a while. I need some rest. And I will have one tonight. Now back to work and some pictures from the weekend :)









P.S: It's 25 days before I turn 25, 24 days before Singgih turns 26 and 25 days before Stew turns 27


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:48 AM

Spring
Name : Cecilia
School : Bond U
Just read through my blogger to understand me... :P
Summer
link
Madelves
Ronny
Cindeyenitarella

Autumn
11.2004

12.2004

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