Friday, August 26, 2005
My birthday, but I'm not having a good birthday this year :(
Today is my birthday and yet I don't get a really nice birthday :( how sad it is....
First of all, my days @ work had not exactly turned out the way I wanted it. Bad customers and some troubles invovled. I had to make so many overseas phone calls and one involved me to speak mandarin. I seriously can't speak the language, just some though I do understand it quite alright. So I was talking to this lady and I understood every single words she said, it was just that I had no idea how to ask my questions or answering her questions in mandarin. I answered her as best as I could, which involved a very broken chinese I assumed (thankfully she understood what I meant) and half of the questions were asked by me in English (and thankfully she understood a li'l bit of English).
Secondly, whilst I was having lunch with Singz, my mom called and she informed me my dad's condition was worsening that required him to be hospitalize. I kinda panicked and thought, what else could strike me so bad today? This is my birthday and I need something good to happen.
Thirdly, as I about to have some other lunch with a friend, I noticed someone deleted me on friendster. I do not really care actually as it's not the first time someone deleted me but I just couldn't believe whom had deleted me. He's a dear friend and I didn't blame him. It's just that a bit lame isn't it that someone is jealous of me and I am like 3 years older than this guy? I mean come on, I am not gonna steal someone's boyfriend, especially he's more younger than me. We're just good friends, that it is...no need to do something harsh like that. That is truly disrespect me in some sort of way. Be more rational...
Fourth, back to my office, everything went a bit chaos. Some customers complaints...pretty bad... :(
As I said, this isn't the b'day that I have ever dreamt to have...a very bad days....I need to chill a bit. To calm myself and I do hope everything will be better by tomorrow. I hope my dad will get well soon, and I hope someone understood that there's nothing going on between me and her boyfriend (do not worry, I am a woman of my words).