Winter

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

So many thing happened in a day

I guess that's what we call, life revolves around youself. So many things happened within a day. From good to bad...from better to worse... *sigh* life really is unpredictable.

In the morning, my friend shared a happy news with me that she's getting married to her prince :> CONGRATS! that's what I said first thing in the morning ---> that's after I struggled to take a look who called me early in the morning, private/unknown no, I knew it was oversea's phone call, pressed the answered button...there was a silent cursed though as I just closed my eyes around 5 in the morning. Sleepy and tired, that's how I describe my condition that morning...I went back to sleep.

Around mid-morning, my mobile kept ringing again and again. BLOODY HELL..that's what I uttered. I stole a glance and saw my friend's number. I know I promised him dim-sum but seriously my head was spinning around and I didn't have the enegry to get up from my bed + that's the only day that I could sleep until later hours.

Just reaching the afternoon, my sis turned my door knob and my door was still locked. I could hear the turning sound but decided to ignore until she knocked at my door. I opened the door and ran back to my bed and slept. She informed me that our friend had waited for so long...he rang again, I told him I would be awaken soon and took shower and my sis informed him we would be ready by 2.

Finally we had had lunch? (Was it lunch? cos it was around 4). We wanted to have it @ Ambrosia but it was closed for a wedding dinner or somethin'. We did a bit touring around Graha (hehehehe) and the decision maker said we would have our late lunch @ Pro.

Half way into the conversation (whilst waiting for the food to be served, we chit-chat), receiving 2 smses, containing the same information. My friend's dad had passed away. That's very shocking. I just met her and she didn't say anything about her dad being ill or anything. I rang my friend, informing her and she told me she was about to leave for Jakarta the next day so kinda impossible to 'melayat'. Next I called up Mr.D, asking if he wanted to go there with me, he said yes. Thankfully at least I have someone to accompany me. Meeting my old friends sometime feels a bit uncomfy especially I haven't talked to them for a while --> not that I don't like being their friends, ya know sometime it feels weird after for a while we've never met and suddenly we tried to put a bit of 'basa-basi'...you know what I mean, right? I need at least a friend who is closed to me to be there with me in case that the situation becomes a bit cold and stiff.

Around late afternoon, we went home. I fell ill. I didn't feel good at all. Headache headache headache urggghhhhhhh....I never had had serious headache before, not until I suffered from vertigo. From that on, I keep having this severe headache again and again...it feels like my head is about to blow apart 'cos something is pulling the back of my head! I slept and woke up early at night. Felt so exhausted and starving! Thanks to En who delivered McD around 1 in the morning hehehehe..oh Yuki was so jealous!

I guess life has never end, has it? I discussed about it with a friend 2 weeks ago, I said "Do you know that whenever we say that it is, this is the end, and actually it never ends? After we end something, we will start with something new? Like schooling, when we are about to complete our college, we said ohhh finally schooling has come to an end but do we realise that afterwards we have to start something new? That it is working or whatever?"....

C'est La Vie

Let me prepare myself for my new target...someone whom I just wanna have fun with :p --> that is an evil grin...ok paranoid! --> kidding, no more fooling around ;) Just sign off, sign off, here there is a guest, unexpected one....likewise last night (yeah I met him, the most unwanted person in my life currently and yet the most unforgetable person in my life..yeah he left a big and ugly scar in my heart which never heals and made me dying to die so that I needed not to see the next sunrise! --> that's how he got to be called A**hole..ok enough the unnecessary ranting...let bygone be bygone...putting a satisfied look that the girl he's with now errrr rather not so good...*jumping and celebrating* at least now I know he didn't leave me because I wasn't good enough for him but he left me for someone worst than I am *clapping with joy* now I can put a big grin on my face and laugh about it, dork!)...afterall the twilight zone exists and do expect the unexpected...ok I am contradicting myself...this is getting creepier.


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