Sometime when you feel like you're out of troubles already, then suddenly few hours after you said that statement, trouble is brewing just around the corner again. I just finished typing my blog last night, with a happy grin slapped on my face, then I decided to go online on msn, hoping that I might catch my sister online for I wanted to say how relieved I was to learn that I got through the rough week without doing anything particulary stupid. I didn't see her online, though and I was about to go offline but I saw a friend of mine went online and decided to say a quick 'hello' after all I haven't talked to her for awhile and she's coming here today.
Cecilia : So kamu jadi dateng tomorrow?
Purr : Iya jadi jadi
Cecilia : Ok, cool. Kamu dateng ama sapa?
Purr : Sama temenku and juga dijemput temenku
Cecilia : Good, nanti cari-cari aku ya!
Purr : Iya, besok kamu tak telpon. Kamu free kan?
Cecilia : Iya, sangat2 nganggur kok hehehe
Purr : Good, waktumu tak booking dari tanggal 1-3
Cecilia : Iya, sip. Aku ada janji itu tanggal 4.
Purr : Wah pas klo gitu
Cecilia : Tapi wait a minute. Friday itu tanggal berapa seh? aku lost track
Purr : Friday itu tanggal 3
Cecilia : Wah aku janji tanggal 3 itu ketemu temenku.
Purr : Ya gak papa, kalo gitu tanggal 1-2. Kamu bisa pergi malem kan?
Cecilia : Iya siang malem gak beda
Purr : Gak soalnya kamu kalo diajak pergi dari siang nanti sore minta pulang mau ganti,
mau mandi dll!
Cecilia : Gak lah, bisa2 kok dari siang sampe malem tanpa mandi and ganti! hehehehe
Purr : Ok, nanti tak telpon 4 jam sebelomnya, biar kamu siap on time!
Cecilia : huahuahua sip sip sip
That's what we most talked about. Then another friend of mine in Beijing said 'hi' so ya know from I wanted to go online for only 10 min became an hour and so and more and more of
my friends went online as the clock stroke midnight (perhaps they all are cinderellas?). And that was when the bad stuff happened. I argued a bit with my dear friend. I didn't expect our light conversation could turn to be an argument. Perhaps, I was too tired and so was my friend. We started to say things we didn't wish to say. I was dissapointed when my friend said I could become irritating when I was clouded with problems and I didn't even realise that. I know, I am irritating from time to time but when you blurt it out just like that, it hurts me. I tried to make the whole situation more calm but I didn't think I managed to do so. I just don't want our friendships to end in a bad note ya see. After sometime, I said to my friend, whatever happened between me and that guy, I expected if we could be friends still, the best one. Ah well I think my friend didn't agree on this one and said "I can be difficult you know. I don't know if I still want to be your friends afterwards." That's it. I was very dissapointed, very truly dissapointed. I value every friendships and yet some people throw their friendships off just like that. I am a bit mad too. My sister said perhaps I could try to apologize which I don't think I need one. I didn't do anything wrong, I was asking to wish for my lucks for I wanted everything to go smoothly. Was it a big favor to ask from a friend? And suddenly everything just went off so bad :(
Shit does happen indeed, doesn't it?
