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Wednesday, February 08, 2006

33 hours on the roll

I have not been able to get myself any sleep I think. I have been awaken since 15.00 Tuesday until now 23.46 Wednesday and I really really cannot get myself a rest. My eyes are so puffy and have bags on them which are dark (like a panda) and my brains are really tired. Being an insomnic is really bad, I didn't realise that, not until I am in this stage and I just can't get everything to work alright. Every system in my body seems to do the exact opposite of what I want them to do.

As I mentioned, last night, I didn't get a good nite, something pissed me off so badly that I wanted to cry (which eventually I did). My cousin in the States and my sister in Shanghai who accompanied me by being online until 6 in the morning. I was just in raged that I wanted to scream so badly and tell the whole world I was not fine. I couldn't find the main reason I was upset yesterday. My sister kept asking me which one made me feel frustated the most. I couldn't tell the diff and I said every single of them made me grow in fury and anger. After we finished up chatting, I headed down to the dinning room, fixing myself a cup of tea to sooth my stress. It didn't really help that much as I was still feeling not that well. I decided to head to the shower to cool myself down a bit and after all I promised to collect my t-shirt @ 11am. My friend called and apparently she's already back from her trip to Thailand and was in hospital with another friend. I told her I would catch her up later after I finished up my little business. My plan for the day was visiting this "Make Up Store" that is owned by my cousin's wife's sister. Quite good, the like of MAC for the range of colors and the shape. I didn't buy anything as I was not in the mood for any cosmetic and my skins are drying up (they are actually peeling off, you can see the skin shedding ewwwww). Instead, I bought the diamond top by Bebe in orange! Mandarin orange...continued my journey, exchanging my t-shirt and I purchased another one with cheeky wording on it. Of course, I couldn't forget my fav shop of all "Forever 21". I got this one hot pants in white and it does make your legs go never ending.

Afterwards, I went to the hospital and checked out how my friend was doing. Apparently she needed a minor surgery which was supposed to take place the next day. As we were sending her for blood test, one of the nurses rang her and informed her the surgery was about to take place later on at 17.00 hours which was like few more hours to go by then (my clock showed it was already 14.30 hours). We were rushing to get everything done before the surgery, rushing from here to there and even my friend had to stay in the admission centre as she needed to get everything done and I was sending the patient up to the patient room to get ready for the surgery. She was nervous I could tell. I would be if I were her. Her parents went panick too and called her and the maid for many times. As everything was ready, she was wheeled to the operating theatre and she was very frightened I must say. Whilst the operation was being carried on, me and my friend went to Taka to have something to eat. She had not eaten anything for the whole day, poor her. I didn't eat though. We went back to the hospital 45 min later and just in the nick of time, our friend was wheeled out from the operation theatre and she looked so drunk :p but we're all glad the operation went smoothly. I left as soon as she was alright. I had had Bomb Prata nearby my house with my nanny (She ate like two cheese prata!).

I know life is bunch of crap but sometime I just cannot handle it too well. Driving me insane.


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