...::Seasons of Cecilia..

Being aggressive...is it necessary?

It's been sometime since the very last time I login to this website (blogger) and start typing about my life (I feel like I am documenting my life and sometime it is fun to do some reverie hehehe)...reason no 1. internet connection over here is pretty much making you feel like you wanna pull your hair or scream. My wireless connection pretty much ruins my mood now and then. For example, earlier today, I was writing a testimonial for a friend. I wrote 1000 words and I was sure it was a good testimonial for him. When I clicked "preview", suddenly at the bottom of my screen appeared a small message "Wireless connection is not available". I nearly screamed in agony 'cos it meant I gotta rewrite what I wrote. See, it ruins my mood! reason no 2. I am busy...yes busy talking on the phone, busy gossiping (ops), busy reading comics (addicted to them), busy texting my friends, busy outting, busy socializing, busy crying over my sad love stories, busy going for shopping, busy with some crap movies around (and yet I wonder why I still watched 'em), busy of being tormented by ghostly sight recently, busy chatting, busy eating, busy finding good desserts around the town, busy taking pictures, busy doing my errands and so on (I am quite capable in making up reasons). reason no 3. I am losing interest in documenting about my life.....

Anyway enough about those not so important stuffs...I am in my office currently, doing nothing but chatting...and I am chatting with my friend. We are at present time discussing about aggressiveness....hehehe pretty funny after I found out my friend whom I always consider her as a brave-not-so-womanly type girl is chicken out about making the first move to guys! Ok that's shocking....she had made some confession to me, the guy whom I introduced to her last 2 weeks was rather cute and she secretly had a crush on him! I didn't know that 'cos she was being so cool when she met him. So she wanted me to set up a 'date' for her and him with me present there...ok make it double date then ;) I have not been in touch with this guy, actually I did on Sunday but she just told me yesterday. I have not asked him if he got a time for a coffee or tea. I gave her a recommendation of adding him on friendster or I could give her his email address....she freaked out! now she made some more confession, despite her appearance, she is after all very girly inside. hehehehe....I said to her, "you need to be a bit more aggressive about it"....she said she knew....do you think she needs to be more aggressive? I am myself so confused about love....oh love.

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:38 PM