When you make a big decision, you know something in your life is about to change forever. I know I didn't want to stuck in one matter that matter the most in my life. Though, the decision that I made hurt me so badly now but I come to realisation that it is the best for me and for him in the future. I had not been sleeping so well for the past few days and it's torturing me slowly. I realised the time would come when I had to say "It's over"....It's over now...I am sad but I am surviving...I know I can move on as soon as possible but I don't want to force myself. I am just taking each day slowly but sure. I hope I am making the right decision...