Winter

Saturday, May 28, 2005

Went to vet

Apparently my li'l rascal had sprained his hips! He's on medication and he's quite alright earlier today, not until tonight when he decided to run around and now he's limping again :( *sigh*

I am just hoping he will be alright or else he will need to be sedated to take an x-ray :(

I am just quite not in the mood to post anything just yet...

I ...

I AM:: What I am :)

I WANT:: my li'l rascal to get well soon :)

I HAVE:: what I have now

I WISH:: to be very and more successful one day!

I HATE:: Jerks!

I MISS:: All my friends

I FEAR:: for the worst :(

I HEAR:: people talking on this telly show

I SEARCH:: for nirvana

I WONDER:: if I could find one

I REGRET:: of my decision last year

I LOVE:: ice cream

I ALWAYS:: read news

I AM NOT:: what most people think of me

I DANCE:: to the groove

I SING:: when I feel like doing it

I WRITE:: emails

I WIN:: myself an experience of life

I LOSE:: to a loser

I CONFUSE:: on almost everything

I NEED:: to find out what I really want with my life

I SHOULD:: do what I should do

YES OR NO

You keep a diary:: no

You have a secret journal:: not really

You set your watch a few minutes ahead:: most of the time

You bite your fingernails:: I don't do that

You believe in love:: no

WHO IS

The weirdest person you know:: I know this guy but won't name him

The Loudest Person you Know:: Linda!

The Sexiest Person you Know:: Hahahaha Johnny W

The Person that Knows the Most About You:: Linda

Most Boring Teacher:: Has to be Mr.McMahon 'cos I scored the lowest for his programming class :<
WHAT IS Your most overused phrase on IM: I don't use IM

The last image/thought you go to sleep with:: Hayden? hehehe

DO YOU

TAKE A SHOWER EVERY DAY.:: Definitely!

Have a(any) crush(es):: No, I can't now

Think you know you've been in love:: not yet

Want to get married:: Yes one day

Have any tattoos/where?:: no

Piercings/where?:: 2 left and 1 right both ears

Get motion sickness:: no

Think you're a health freak:: Yes!

Get along with your parents:: yeah

Like thunderstorms:: I hate them

WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK OF?

Ryan:: Seacrest

Rob:: Thomas

Drew:: Barrymore

Heather:: Mill

Will:: Ferrel

Paul:: and Joe

Eve:: Gwen

mag:: Maggie

John:: Lennon

Laura:: Bush ;P

RANDOM

SIGN:: Virgo

NATURAL HAIR COLOR:: Dark brown

CURRENT HAIR COLOR:: Mauve Brown

EYE COLOR:: Dark brown

PARENTS:: Mom and Dad

SIBLINGS:: 2 of 'em

LIVE WITH:: currently with my brother

FAVORITE RELATIVE:: all of them from S to the R ;)

FAVORITE:::

NUMBER:: 7

fave COLOR:: black

DAY:: Friday

MONTH:: August

SONG:: What a wonderful world

FOOD:: Muddy Mud Pie

SEASON:: summer

SPORT:: I hate most of them but I do treadmills now

DRINK:: orange juice


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:58 PM

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

The most talk-about commercial ;)

Check this one out Paris' burger commercial...It's sizzling spicy and'That's Hot'

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:47 PM

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Re-watching + Madagascar

On the weekend, I went to see 'Star Wars Episode III' for the 2nd time :0 hihihi

Well it's not yet the craziest thing I've ever done...I watched "Romeo and Juliet" 8 times! Though, it's not my favourite ever but I have no idea to why I kept watching it again and again. As for Titanic, I watched it 3 times I guess...two times in oz and another one was in Singapore. Come to think of it, lately I have been glued to my DVD player and have been watching 'Pirates...' and 'LOTR: ROTK' for countless times...I lurveeeee these two! I spent my Sunday by watching the whole set of Star Wars...from Episode IV, V, VI then Episode I and II...next time after purchasing the dvd of Episode III, I will do a "Star Wars marathon from Episode I-VI!" (though I must admit, Episode IV is kinda lame...the fighting scene between Obi-Wan and Darth Vader was tremendously boring! ya see after seeing all the light-saber fighting from Episode I-III, those Episode IV-VI are not that cool anymore...V and VI are still alright, but not IV!).

I forgot to mention...during the shopping spree with Iswa, we kinda failed to find the bowling alley we were told @ cineleisure...we went up and down the lift and couldn't find it :(

I called Johan to ask but he didn't answer the phone and so did Ronny...in the end, as we were tired of looking, we went for coffee instead :)

Now, I just cannot wait to see 'Madagascar.' It's gonna be one cool and funny movie! hahahaha...I like the hamster (is it a hamster?) or a small squirrel I guess....very cute :)

"The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe" also looks cool (Yeah I have to wait until December for this one WOAH)...ohhh I cannot wait to watch every single blockbusters this year! There will be Batman Begins...looks cool, though, not a fanatic fan of Batman but won't miss it.

Alright, now let me just continue daydreaming about Hayden ;p (Did I mention that my XDA's today screen has been changed to Anakin/Vader instead of Orlando now? LOL) and finish eating my chicken rice...yummy.

P.S: Oh I just found out from CNN that the 1st edition of Star Wars Figurines by Kenner, if it's still in a mint condition, it's valued around US$4000! I have more than 20 figurines of Star Wars :Return of the Jedi, still sealed and in very very good condition! They are by Kenner and 1st edition! That's crazy!


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:40 AM

Saturday, May 21, 2005

++We shopped++

Read the title above? hihihihi...Iswa came for a 2 days visit (he just returned from Sydney for his postponed graduation) and that meant shopping, eating, shopping, eating and shopping! Oh my diet plan is ruined now! but I don't mind ;) having fun shopping with him...we started off with 'girl's stuffs shopping'....Bought few tops plus a belt for Lita (one of the luckiest girl in Surabaya!) and Iswa shopped for himself a bit as well (this guy just lurvessssssss shopping! huahuahua). And finally one of my wish had been fulfilled, I had had dimsum yesterday afternoon! Simply d-e-l-i-c-i-o-u-s...we ordered so many dishes and end up couldn't finish all! Well, not all, just the baby kailan and the shrimp fried flat rice hihihihi...always leaving the-not-so-fancy food behind :0

As always, for myself I bought these two tops...one is the one I had been drooling over (and Ivan + Juju thought it was a sleeping gown!) and another one is a very sophisticate and sexy top. I love it but seriously it's very so-sexy and I have no idea when I am going to wear it :#

Anyway here is something I found from the sun...pretty funny :>

P.S : Certains de mes amis en Singapour me font le revers : ( Ils ne m'apprecient pas. Il est mieux de ne pas les trouver de nouveau. Et pour eux pour ne pas me trouver de nouveau aussi. I am closing the chapter of friendships with 'em!


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:30 PM

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Épisode de Star Wars III : Revenge of the Sith sont FANTASTIQUES!

At last, I watched the long-awaited saga, Star Wars Episode III! It was fantastic...I lurveeeeeeeeeee it! I don't mind to catch it one more time or two more times! :)

I am so certain that I will get the DVD in the future to complete the whole set of collections...
The light-saber actions were very cool ;) and the twins...oh they were so adorable! Anyway...I better keep my mouth shut or else I would do the whole spoiler here hehehehe

Poor Spanky, I have no idea to why his left leg was sprained. He had difficulty standing up or sitting down or even walking. I was very upset cos he was in pain early this afternoon. Thankfully he's quite OK now :) I hope he will be alright by tomorrow as he still doesn't look that good or back in his normal state :(

And my left ear, has been turned half deaf! This all because of the swimming routine that I had done lately :( Some water must had gotten in...feeling so uncomfortable! Now, I am switching to do treadmill...I did it for 30 min this morning and I was left to graps for some oxygen in the end! darn....I ran out of oxygen and I thought I would faint in a moment...I have been punishing myself too harsh lately...thanks to my obsession of getting back in shape and shed few more pounds :S

I better take some rest now as for tomorrow a long day awaits me...doing more exercise in the morning and meeting a friend of mine who will come down from Sydney tomorrow afternoon...will have to accompany him for some shopping....nite nite


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:10 PM

Monday, May 16, 2005

Everything can be wrong with too much orange juice on your diet!

Yeah, too much orange juice can nearly kill you! I am having a bad gastric pain today 'cos of orange juice! :'( but I still love orange juiceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...I am changing my diet to guava now. I find it a bit harsh and hard to eat papaya after not having papaya for nearly a year. I have no clue to why the taste became unpleasant and seriously papaya just kills my appetite! ARGH!

As for today...my diet consisted of eating 2 slice of toast in the morning, clenched my thirst with a bottle of cold water, then I went for swimming (it was a bit drizzling). I was on my own at first...wohoooo kinda conquered the pool, not until I finished my first 10 laps...one lady came...I saw her quite often, well she was alright except that she swam so slow (the speed of snail crawling!) and I gotta wait until the coast was clear then I did my another 10 laps. Came two Germans women, they were alright, not until this couple came....I had to finish my last 10 laps before they actually jumped to the pool. I was wearing my over-size swim suit, so you can imagine, it was a bit loose and with a guy around, I didn't think I could swim comfortably! :<

So I managed to do 30 laps...I had steam fish and red wine chicken for lunch (again) and by late afternoon, I had had 4 slices of toast and by evening I had guava for dinner....in between those times, I had had few glasses of orange juice...that's when the gastric pain started and I didn't feel good :(

I didn't do much today except the usual, went to bank and all that. I did a bit of shopping yesterday though (one of the sinful thing that I keep repeating doing it!). I am craving for that lucious red lipstick by YSL but unfortunately it's not out yet, not until in the next 2 weeks...I can hardly wait for it! I bought two tubes tops...gosh I am just so shop-a-holic (now I am admitting it!). I was tempted to get this book that I saw yesterday "Why men love the bitches"...kinda cool book...I am thinking of getting that book or another round of shopping next week :S

P.S: Je vais voir "Star Wars III" cette semaine avec Ronny et U-wen :) Et sera avec optimisme capable d'attraper "le Madagascar" a la semaine prochaine


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:27 PM

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Sunday bliss

Pretty much I was so dead last night, dead tired as I must say. And I woke up so early today (6.25am) and went to Sunday mass @ 7am :)
Today is a feast day and every people received a bar of white chocolate...so sweet :) and a nice bookmark as well. There was breakfast gathering or something like that but I didn't go as I already had my breakfast and I have begun my "strict diet" once again (yeah I had been pilling on my weights lately...thanks to the very late supper and desserts! Now I am paying the price!).
The diet started two days ago and it's awful! Here my diet menu on Friday :
  • Morning: Swimming (20 laps)
  • Lunch: Pork ribs + Rice (the portion was lesser than usual)
  • Evening: Papaya + a glass of strawberry juice + a glass orange juice

And Saturday:

  • Morning: Two slices of white bread + A glass of orange juice
  • Mid morning: Pork ribs (without rice)
  • Late noon: 2 waffles with syrup + a glass of orange juice
  • Early evening: Jogging
  • Evening: I had a glass of natural soy + guava

So far today, I already had my breakfast of 2 slices of toast and I took early lunch of steam fish,chicken red wine and corn soup...all bit by bit :) and I cooked the steam fish and chicken red wine! hahaha

The highlight of the week actually was on my driving ability (not the part that I managed to cook 'cos the truth is I can cook, I am just too lazy to do so with all the conveniences that are availables these days!). I managed to park the car properly! Finally! I had been practicing in the past 2 days and hey I managed to park the car! And of course my ability to drive again :)

Whilst doing jogging...here what we found:

They are mini-me durians!

Solamente una nota: por que el deja de llamarme? No entiendo! Que continua su mente? En marzo, todo era incierto. Pero, en abril, todo parecio bien. Comenzando de mayo, esto iba a estar no okey. iY ahora, a mediados de mayo, todo ha ido de mal al peor! Que hice el mal? iAyude mi, Dios! El hecho que yo todavia como el tanto :(


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 9:09 AM

Saturday, May 14, 2005

Went across the potter's pictures

I was browsing around the sun and here I am, finding some pictures of the upcoming Harry Potter series : Goblet of fire. Personally this one is my fav among those stories of Harry Potter. I really can't wait to go and see it. For now, I will just try to fulfill my wish by catching up the very last series of Star Wars, Revenge of the Sith ;)

P.S: New look for my blogspot :)...I am in the spirit of friendster hehehehe..thanks to blog skin...








Cecilia walked through the seasons at 8:55 AM

Favourites

1. Favourite colour
It used to be red but now I prefer black

2. Favourite month
Has to be August :)

3. Favourite day
Friday

4. Favourite zodiac
Virgo 'cos it's virgin hahaha

5. Favourite alphabet
C

6. Favourite number
7

7. Favourite subject
History!


8. Most favourite planet
Has to be earth 'cos I have not been to other planets

9. Most favourite season
Summer

10. Favourite teacher
One of my database teacher LOL...he was really kind...allowing me to skip classes and yet he marked me "attended/presenced"...I got 100% attendance for that :)

11. Most favourite fruit
Strawberry

12. Most favourite TV channel
Channel 5

13. Most favourite time (morning,afternoon,evening, night)?
I love morning

14. Favourite name?
Lexus

15. Favourite Computer Game
I don't play computer games anymore

16. Favourite Tea
English breakfast and Strawberry rose tea

17. Favourite Country
London

18. Favourite Song?
What a wonderful world

19. Favourite Singer
Currently Michael Buble

20. Favourite Language
Spanish

21. Favourite Sports
none

22. Favourite Ice cream Flavour
Belgian Chocolate

23. Favourite Fast food restaurant
KFC

24. Favourite pen?
I used to fancy my parker pen

25. Favourite Font?
Verdana

26. Favourite Animal
Any but snakes and sharks

28. Favourite Cartoon
Simpsons

30. Favourite Movies
LOTR

31. Favourite Male actor
Orlando Bloom

32. Favourite Female Actress
Kiera Knightley

33. Fav. book?
Paradise

34. Favourite brand [shoes]
I have no personal fav brands, any shoes that are nice

35. Favourite brand [watch]
Chopard

36. Favourite Album
none

37. Radio station?
None

38. Favourite Cafe
Coffee Club

39. Favourite SERIES
Desperate Housewives and One Tree Hill

40. Fav hobby?
Shopping and reading

41. Fav house?
In victorian style

42. Favourite phrase
OMG

43. Favourite Car
Mercs

44. fav. nick?
Lia

45.Favourite handphone brand?
O2

46. Flower?
None

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 7:40 AM

Friday, May 13, 2005

Friday the 13

Oh Friday is finally here and it's the 13! Nice horror tune to it :)
Anyway I am glued to this Astrology book that I bought 2 days ago...I finished reading my horoscope and kinda true that I often being misunderstood by people and I worry things too much!
I also went to see my aunt and uncle on Wednesday...They left yesterday. Whilst waiting for them, me and my nanny had had small dessert @ , consisting of a glass of hot chocolate for my nanny and a serve of muddy mud pie for me :)



Then we went to meet my aunt and uncle, chatted until 10.30pm.

New word today : balaclava (n)
a close-fitting knitted covering for the head and neck, leaving only the face, or parts of it, exposed

P.S : I have been driving lately, around my place 'cos Spanky wants to be driven around

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:15 AM

Three

[3 schools you went to] DSS, Griffith and Bond U

[3 of your favorite vacations] Shanghai, Australia and London

[3 things in your bag] wallet, my mobile and lipstick

[3 of your closest friends] Linda, wewe and Stewart

[3 current favorite songs] Home - Michael Buble, What a wonderful world - Michael Buble and Superman - Five for Fighting

[3 THINGS you love to do] Reading, shopping and eating!

[3 most valuable things] family, friends, and special someone

[3 of your fav color] black, white and red

[3 things you are addicted to] ice cream! reading and shopping

[3 favorite fastfoods/resto] lawrys, angus and sushi tei

[3 childhood superheroes] Voltus V, Goggle V and Lion maru hahahaha

[3 favorite movies] LOTR, Pirates..., Kingdom of Heaven

[3 favorite TV channels] Star world, ESPN and CNN

[3 recent expenses] Clothes, Shoes and shampoos

[3 goals in 2005] better life, better future and better me

[3 plans for next week] Buying some books, do more shopping and eat more!

[3 people in your mind right now] some of my friends, my cousins and someone

[3 things you're going to do in an hour] cooking spare ribs, watching tv and perhaps some window shopping later


[3 favorite bands/singers] Michael Buble, 50 Cents and U2

[3 guys u like] My dad, my cousin and my good friend

[3 things u do when you're sad] be on my own, cry and write

[3 things you do when you're happy] reading, shop and eat hihihihi

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:00 AM

Thursday, May 12, 2005

Nothing to write about but to fill

1. The last movie you watched?
- Kingdom of Heaven

2. The last TV show you watched?
- Actually I watched the opening of European market @ 3pm, do ya consider it as a tv show? That's the last tv programme I watched today.

3. The last song you heard?
- Fell in love with a boy by Joss Stone (her voice is so fantastic!)

4. The last thing you bought?
- A book about astrology, a magazine and a box of paper clips

5. The last place you went?
- Meritus Mandarin to meet my aunt and uncle

6. The last food you ate?
- Steak marinated in Red wine and garlic...sooo yummy! plus enoki mushroom


7. The last thing you said to your mum?
- I will go and check the laptop

8. The last thing you heard from your mum?
- She asked me what all of these things I wanted her to bring here

9. The last thing you said to one of your friend?
- That I was still here and I would come down to his hometown by the end of this month

10. The last thing you read?
- Cleo magazine, an article about gaming

** WHO WAS **
1. The last person you called?
- My uncle

2. The last person who called you?
- A property owner

3. The last person you texted?
- Wensa

4. The last person who texted you?
- Wensa

5. The last person who said good night to you?
- Widi

6. The last person who said I love you to you?
- Hmm there was this someone special but he's no longer special

7. The last person who gave you a testimonial?
- Tonny

8. The last person who messaged you?
- Helen

9. The last person you hugged?
- That someone special

10. The last person you saw on TV?
- That chairman from BA (British Airways)

11. Do you believe that love is forever?
- Does love exist?

12. Do you get hurt by people easily?
- kinda

13. Can you be anyone you want to be?
- Sometime I can but sometime I can be someone I am not

14. Do mean people make you sad?
- Definitely

15. Does ice cream make you happy?
- YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

16. When it rains, do you like to splash in the puddles?
- No and the fact I hate rains

17. If you see a cute guy walk down the street, would you smile and tell him that he's cute?
- Hahaaha do I dare to do that? hahaha let me try sometime

18. Do you notice when people have pretty eyes?
- Yes

19. Have you ever cried at a movie?
- Yes

2o. Are you a happy person?
- I am moderate

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:23 AM

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

A day when I feel disturb

I have been feeling disturbed and annoyed since last night :(
Loads of peeps make me feels very dissapointed lately, especially people back home :(
I don't know what to expect anymore from 'em.
I do feel like I wanna leave them forever and never return :(
I hate 'munafik' people...these people are ones...looks like they like me but they don't!
They act like they appreciate me but they don't
They behave like they want me to be with them anytime but they don't
They want me home but they do not mean it
They pretend like they listen to me but they turn their ears deaf
I have none left....I do feel like moving somewhere...
I am considering and seriously I am!
Just don't go and find me anymore.

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 10:49 AM

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Wee hour

Oh I changed my today screen on my PDA. It is still Orlando, what do ya expect? hehehe...my eldest brother is coming to town in 12 hours...but he will be here for a day and will leave for Australia the next day...arghhh so envious! I haven't visited Australia since the very last time I graduated (back in 2002!).

Now at the wee hour in the morning, I cannot continue my sleep (damn what woke me up in the first place?), I feel so hungryyyyyyyyyyy, I am dreaming of having 'milk prata' (I used to dislike prata but I like this one cos it's sweet and eating it without the sauce of course!) hiks hiks hiks (I can't I am on a strict diet!).

Thankfully Linda (she is doing her most annoying assingment that due later today hehehehe) and Ivan (sending him that song by Michael Buble, Home!) are online...piuhhhh at least I have my friends to accompany me until the sun rises :)


P.S : arghhhhhhhhh I missed an episode of "Desperate Housewives" again :( I was so sleepy and tiredddddd...the fact that I already set my alarm, still it didn't really wake me up!

P.S.S: Since I have nothing to do, I filled up the questionnaries on friendster...oh I am getting addicted to it now!

1. your last name?
Siantar

2. who sent you the last message on friendster?
It was Kiki

3. how r u feeling t'day?
After shopping, I feel so much better :)

4. 3 things u wanna do t'day?
Hmm perhaps I will go down to Prata house and get that milk prata (without the sauce!) or maybe I will opt to Mc D? Other 2 things...erghhh no idea, to supermarket with my brother? And continue my sleeping hehehe

5. 3 plans 4 d month
Going to Jakarta, improving sales and being happy

6. what d'u want d most right now
Eating!

7. what did u do last nite?
Nothing really, just slept

8. what song r u listening now
Michael Buble - What a wonderful world and Home

9. Anything fun happened t'day?
It is still too early to tell right now

10. Last person call you?
This woman who was looking for Ms.Ho?

11. Last person chatted w/ u?
Livia, Johan, Linda and Ivan

12. Last sms received
Linda...I was telling her about this blush by YSL that I just bought!

13. what's on your desk?
So many stuffs...a bottle of Galliano, a picture frame, robot figurines, pile of documents, my digital camera, bunch of CDs and some stationaries

14. the last person who paid u to clubbing
I have no idea what his name was...but he was the one who paid for everything including the drink

15. favorite color 4 d day
coral

16. what r u doing now
Thinking about what I will have for my breakfast

17. lunch/dinner
That's what I am thinking

18. in your mind right now
Too much shopping can kill me!

19. what car do u wanna have
I still think Mercs S350 Sports is the best

20. still thinking about him/her?
Hardly now since he kinda ignores me

21. what movie u last watched
Kingdom of Heaven

22. favourite movie stars
Mr. ORLANDO BLOOM

23. singers
Michael Buble

24. cool romantic movie
Four weddings and a funeral

25. scariest horor movie?
It has to be Exorcist!

26. cool hang out place?
Coffee Club!

27. best season?
Summer

28. best friends?
Linda, Wewe, Stewart

29. best food?
Muddy Mud Pie!


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:47 AM

Monday, May 09, 2005

Just

1. what color looks best on you:
Black 'cos that defines lux ;)

2. what color looks worst on you:
I never manage to look good in brown I suppose but I just bought a top in brown

3. do you paint your finger/toe nails:
Not anymore...I am just too lazy to do so

4. if so, what color do you usually use:
I used to do my nails in nude

5. do you have a tan:
I want to but my skins, a bit weird, I never managed to get a tan! Always back to my original skin colour :(

6. do you sit outside on your ass for hours to get this tan:
I did that before but seriously useless :(

(number two - shopping)
1. where do you normally shop for clothes:
Lately been doing so around Takashimaya to Wisma Atria

2. if you see something you absolutely LOVE but it's WAY overpriced, would you wait for it to go on sale, or would you buy it RIGHT away?
I am the type of person who has to get what I want so I would buy it right away as long as it is worth the price

3. do you tend to buy clothes 3 sizes too big?
No but sometime I do buy clothes a size bigger to hide all the fats! hahahaha

4. if not, do you tend to buy clothes 3 sizes too small:
No, my point is to hide the fats!

5. do you work for your money or do your parents buy your clothes:
I have my own money now but I still do use my parent's money :p

6. do you know of any stores that you absolutely LOVE and you go in there everytime you're at the mall but still haven't bought anything from:
Yes, Future State 'cos none of the clothes look good on me

(number three - trends)
1. do you start your own trends:
I do sometime

2. do you follow trends :
Yes but depends

3. what do you think about the "punk" trend:
Kinda cool

4. what was the best decade for fashion trends:
I like bohemian

5. what do you think about fashion trends:
It's a way to make girls look better and for guys to see ;P

6. have you ever noticed how many guys at your school dress exactly the same:
Since I don't go to school anymore and I meet different people every day so it's kinda hard to notice if they're wearing the same dress

7. do you wear high heels:
I have to! They are my saviour!

8. do you wear flip flops:
Ocassionaly

9. have you ever made your own pair of flipflops:
I don't know how to do that

10. do you bring extra shoes to school in case your shoes fall apart:
Never

11. do you write all over your shoes:
I don't want to spoil them

12. have you ever had people sign your shoes:
No

13. where do you usually shop for shoes:
Depends what kind of shoes I am after

(number five - describe your favorite)
1. shirt:
Something nice and comfy

2. skirt:
Not too mini

3. belt:
this gold belt that I have...nice one

4. hat:
Britney's hat

5. purse:
I love mine now

6. shorts:
Denim

7. pajamas:
Any comfy t-shirt and short pants

8.bags:
I love allllllllllllll my bags!

9.shoes:
Right now it's this brown shoes I just purchased them a week ago :)

(number six - random)
1. do you sew:
I can (emergency) but I used to take up sewing lesson during junior high hehehe

2. do your clothes always match your shoes:
90% yes

3. do your friends tend to copy your style:
I don't know about that but most people do not like my style cos it's weird hahahaha

4. if so, does this annoy you:
I guess I don't mind if the person didn't do it too often but if she copied my style in every senses, yes I would be annoyed!

5. how many belts do you own:
Lost count

6. how long do you spend picking out your outfit everynight:
I pick my outfit a day before! hahahaha

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:13 PM

Sunday, May 08, 2005

I have not been feeling very well again :(

I have no clue to why the whole body of mine is aching so badly :(
I have been taking panadol (muscle relief) for the past 2 days and it doesn't really help me. Every time I am awake in the morning, I feel like every muscles and bones of mine are about to break! I need some massage perhaps.

I decided to change my XDA wallpaper to something new and it still breathes Orlando, of course ;)...I changed the today screen to something of "Kingdom of Heaven".

and since I have never recovered my original dialpad, I might as well changed it to something that is quite similar to the today screen

Now, I am so hungry and it's 6 past 6 in the morning (I just woke up!) yeahhhh finally I can sleep normally and wake up at the wee hour. It's raining quite heavily now and I have to go to church later on at 7am (I am dreaming of eating Eaton's and Bread Story's).

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 6:07 AM

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Too much sleeping isn't helping...

WOahhhhhh after not sleeping for the whole day, fell ill, recovered by sleeping more than 12 hours in the past 2 days, it doesn't help really! I get splitting headache and do feel really really tired in the end :(

Now, it's nearly 4.30am and I cannot sleep just yet (I just had had ice cream @ Swensen (it was Coit tower!) 4 hours earlier or so with Ron and U-wen and ya know my blood sugar level is kinda high now...makes me go hyper! Who needs prozac after all if ice cream helps? hihihihi). What did we discuss? Oh some movies...I tried to persuade U-wen to watch "Kingdom of Heaven" huahuahua (have been doing so to other friends of mine!) and U-wen said "House of Wax" is kinda not bad after all (still I do not want to see it on the big screen, not that I do not like horror, I do but I do not enjoy this kind of gruesome movies!). Me, so excited about the up-coming "Star Wars III : Revenge of the Sith" and "Charlie and the chocolate factory"!


I remembered the very last time I watched "Willy Wonka and the chocolate factory" was in Australia...it was because of Craig David hehehe, he mentioned his fav show of all time was "Willy Wonka" so one day as I was switching the tv channel, I came across this Fox Movie I guess and the up-coming show was to be "Willy Wonka". So I watched it and I fell in love with the movie. I was very excited when I heard Johnny Depp would be in the remake (he is!) and Johnny is one of my fav actor to date (beside Orlando, of course!). I just saw the trailer...kinda exciting movie, very colourful! Ohhhh I just can't wait!

As for Star Wars, I went to see Episode II here in Singapore and for Episode I was in Australia I guess. I love Star Wars, I really cannot wait to see it!

Come to think of it, I always watch all these blockbuster movies overseas. For an instance, "Lord of the Rings" (my fav so far!), I watched for each episodes in different countries. "Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the rings" was in Australia, "Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers" was in Taipei + Singapore and "Lord of the Rings: Return of the King" was in Indonesia. Well it doesn't matter anyway where I watch all these movies, in the end I will get the DVDs and re-watch them again and again! hihihihi...

Oh I just came across the Golden Village website, they are having the Friday 13th Horror Marathon! hohoho creepy...there will be 3 films : House of Wax, The Amityville Horror and Cursed! Comes with free pop corn and free flow of coke! Only for $25! worth it? I would rather seat and rewatch my Orli!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) (What man is a man who doesn't make the world better?)


Oh dang, I am thinking about dim-sum again! arghhh I wish I were in Indo now, can call up my mates to have dim-sum with me anytime, unlike here! Limited friends :(

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 4:45 AM

Story behind my name...

What's the story behind your name?
Cecilia : there are two images of the name Cecilia: a pretty, feminine jet-setter who is sexy and vain or an average, plain woman who is down-to-earth and kind. (which one do you think I am?)
Siantar is a surname (no, I am not from Sumatra, it is just a surname that matches to my surname in chinese)

What do you like doing when you're sad?
Just be on my own and sometime I do cry

What do you want to name your future child/children?
I love the names Lexus and London (huahuahuahua)

What makes you nervous?
Loads of things...just being a complete stranger in a group makes me go nervous and all that

What makes you cry?
Dissapointment and feeling sad

What do you think of abortion?
Teribble and cruel!

Longest trip you've taken?
Must be Sby-Bali when I was in my junior high school days but it was fun! ;P

Your wish when you last blew your birthday candles?
Did I make any wishes? erghhh I don't think so 'cos I didn't get a proper b'day cake and it was a scoop of ice cream and all of us were panicking that the ice cream melted!

Do you follow fashion trends?
Not all of them, some that are nice :)

Have you ever ran away from home?
Hahahah no, maybe I won't

Have you ever intentionally ignored someone?
I must admit yes I did that several times

Have you ever gone on a romantic date?
Yeah :)

When was the last time you received a love letter?
Hahahaha long time ago, perhaps when I was 12?

When was the last time you wrote a love letter?
Never ;p

If you could spend a whole week anywhere you want, where would you go?
London!

what do u think of ur past
Some were good and the rest were bad

How did u spend yesterday?
Well I slept the whole day, I woke up pretty early though, around 7am then I went to take a nap around 1pm and woke up at 7.30pm...went out with Ronny and U-wen around 11pm for ice cream! Returned around 3.30am...

What time did you go to bed last night?
5am

Who was the last person who said good night to you last night?
No one

What time did you wake up this morning?
9 am

Do you know what woke you up?
Spanky woke me up!

Who was the first person you saw this morning?
My brother, he was getting ready to HK

What did you have for breakfast?
Pork steak

What was the first song you listened to today?
Home by Michael Buble

What did you have for dinner last night?
I had had pork chop

Did you go anywhere today?
Yes I did and just came back

Did you make/receive any phone calls today?
Yes, I called Johan and I received phone call from him

What did u wish for when you woke up this morning?
Everything would go according to my plans

What is ur plan right now?
Sleep! I am so sleepy!

Are u thinking about someone? Who?
Yes, Orlando Bloom! hahahhaa

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 4:00 AM

Friday, May 06, 2005

Hihihihi

1.FAVORITE BREAKFAST
* Scrambled Eggs, sausages, bacons and baked beans!

2.THE MOVIE I'VE WATCHED MOST NUMBER OF TIMES?
* Gotta be "Lord of the Rings : Return of the King" and "Pirates of the Caribbean" 'cos Orli is on all those movies! hahahaha

3.LEAST FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL
* Maths and Stats!

4.SPEND MY LEISURE TIME
* Combination of reading, shopping and eating, depending on my moods really

5.WORST SMELL?
* Fart hihihi

6.IF I COULD HAVE ANY CAR IN THE WORLD,WHAT WOULD IT BE?
* Mercs S350 sports!

7.FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD CHORE?
* errrrr NONE but I don't mind ironing :p

8.WHEN I WAS A KID I DREAMED OF
* Being a princess! hahahaha

9.FAVORITE COLOR/S?
* I love red,black,white,gold and silver

10.FAVORITE PERFORMER?
* Has to be Justin Timberlake!

11.WHEN I DIE, I'D RATHER BE CREMATED OR BURIED?
* I dunno and I don't care

12. IF I COULD REPEAT COLLEGE
* Yes pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

13.THREE THINGS I CAN'T LEAVE HOME WITHOUT?
* My clothes (have to be fully clothed!), my wallet and myself

14.FIRST THING I BOUGHT WITH MY FIRST SALARY
* Believe it or not, I bought a hotdog @ 7 Eleven around Surfers paradise area! Come on, I was dead hungry after working for 10 hours!

15.I'D LIKE TO BE REMEMBERED AS
* As myself

16.IF A BOOK WAS MADE INTO A MOVIE,WOULD YOU STILL BOTHER TO READ THE BOOK?
* Yes, I read LOTR and Harry Potter

17.SPECIALTY IN COOKING?
*I can cook steak better than anything else hahahaha

19.FAVORITE HANG-OUT?
* Places where I can sit down and have a chat with my friends, basically places where I can find all my friends :)

20.BEST PLACE TO SHOP?
* Anywhere as long as I can shop!

21.DO YOU LIKE TO WATCH PLAYS?
* Yes

22.FAVORITE PLACE IN HOUSE
* My sisters' room!

23.BEST GIFT YOU'VE GIVEN
* My love? so corny! hihihihi

24.BEST GIFT YOU RECEIVED?
* I haven't received anything extra-ordinary but so far it's this bracelet in red-orange with loads of ornaments given by my best friend, Linda....I love that bracelet!

25.GIFT THAT YOU WANT TO RECEIVE AS OF THIS MOMENT?
* Maybe the gift of love will be very good

27.OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO WILL READ THIS, WHO IS MOST LIKELY TO REPLY?
* I don't even know if anyone will read it

30.YAHOO OR HOTMAIL
* Hotmail 'cos yahoo is a bit out of this world...at one stage I received 6500++ emails!

31.LEFT OR RIGHT
* Right

32.BLACK OR WHITE
* Black

33.BLACK OR BLUE PEN
* Black

34.SANDALS OR SHOES
* sandals

36.chopsticks or spoon and fork?
* spoon and fork

38.ROBOCOP OR RAMBO?
* They are so lame! hahahaha

39.JOLLIBEE OR MC.D?
* McD

40.COKE OR PEPSI
* Neither, I don't drink soft drinks

41.SAN MIG LIGHT, LONE STAR LIGHT OR REDHORSE?
* hahahaha hmmm none

42.LAST PERSON YOU CHAT TO:
* Stephanie

43.LAST PERSON WHO TEXTED YOU
* Linda

44.LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU LAUGH
* Stef

45.LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY?
* must be...

46.THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED:
* Last Saturday night

47.SOMEONE TO BE WITH
* YOU

48.YOU SEE ME ALWAYS EATING
* Hopefully Muddy Mud Pie!

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 8:09 AM

Thursday, May 05, 2005

Kingdom of Heaven

"Be without fear in the face of your enemies. Speak the truth, always, even if it leads to your death. Safeguard the helpless and do no wrong. That is your oath.(slap). And that's so you remember it "


Finally, one of the most awaited epic movie is showing and I went to see it yesterday with Ronny and Maggi. Even though I was down with a bit of fever, I made sure I would not miss the show! Well I paid the price actually for having fever and watching the movie, by the end of the movie, it's kinda hard for me to catch every single words the actors said 'cos I had a severe headache and I felt like I needed a good rest! (the result of not having any sleep at all on Monday!). But, I kinda caught up the last part and well, sitting down here, trying to rethink what the movie was all about (crusade, I know) and browsing around, now it comes to the picture and yeah kinda understands it and the movie was not that bad at all. Heavy story but a good one. Especially when Balian cut down all the flags, sending the message clear that the war wasn't a religious war, it was purely a war. What a knight he truly was.

Before I went home, again I did a little bit of shopping (oh God, help me on this one...I need to slow down a bit!). Didn't mean to but I was tempted by this nice top and two lovely belts...arghhhh

Now, I am worrying a lot about my visa...I hope I will get another extension. I do hate to wait here for the next 6 hours to find out if the immigration will approve my visa. I hope they will. God, help me!

I need to get some sleep since I am still having fever. I hope I will get well soon.

P.S : Happy Birthday to Widiana..you are 24 now! hehehe same age as me, though, I will be a year older than you very soon :(
Arghhhhhhhhhh we are just getting so old, aren't we? Wrinkling a bit!

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:38 AM

Message: What comes across your mind when you hear all these words....

school :
# loads of assignments!

coffee :
# decaf

yellow :
# banana

pink :
# girlie

popcorn :
# fat

summer :
# sexy :)

moon:
# river hihihi my fav song moon river

memories:
# pictures

sushi :
# sushi tei

sorry :
# seems to be the hardest word

enemy :
# bad

dog :
# spanky

country :
# England

love :
# beautiful

cameras :
# digital

jealousy :
# damaging

bed :
# sleeping

valentine :
# february

aloha :
# Allow

holiday :
# I need it

movies :
# Orlando! hahaha

chocolate :
# Yummy

butt :
# Hot!

music :
# Jazz

lyrics :
# Home

green :
# earth

ball :
# bouncing

rock :
# metal

life :
# boring

honey :
# sweet

Harry Potter :
# Quidditch

hurt :
# bleed

friends :
# Joy

tonight :
# another boring night

Purple :
# widow

drinks:
# thirsty

computer :
# bloody annoying!

you :
# them

him / her:
# guy and girl

you and him / her:
# unisex hahaha

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:00 AM

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Moi

[*] they call me: Cecilia
[*] also: Lia, Cecil, Cicil, Cil and Nonik
[*] sex: The last time I checked I am still a girl so it's F
[*] birthday: August 26th

_______right now_______
[*] feeling: a bit ill :(
[*] Listening: Home by Michael buble
[*] doing: chatting with wewe (she keeps getting disconnected!)
[*] Talking to: Do ya consider chatting as talking? if it counts then Wewe
[*] thinking of: my visa :(

[*] hating: of having to wait for something you are not certain of

_______Love_______
[*] love : I heard it's beautiful but I have not been in love yet
[*] first love: Something you hardly can forget
[*] love or lust?: love
[*] true or false: I like to be told the truth

_______Miscellaneous _______

[*] can you swim: yes
[*] what are you scared of: unloved and snakes
[*] do you like tomatoes?: I like tomato sauce
[*] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[*] how many telephones?:6

______Your looks______
[*] Hair color: Mauve brown
[*] Eye color: Dark brown
[*] Height: 164 (that includes the high heels! hahaha without 'em...I am short!)
[*] Do u wear contacts or glasses: no

______Just lately______
[*] How are you today?: feeling so tired
[*] What pants are you wearing? my PJs
[*] What shirt are you wearing right now? My Pjs
[*] What does your hair look like at the moment? wavy hair
[*] What song are u listening to right now? OST of Kingdom of Heaven


[*] Last person you met?: Ronny and Maggi
[*] Last conversation?: Kingdom of Heaven
[*] Last Dream you can remember? can't remember what I dreamt earlier

______More about YOu______
[*] What are the last four digits of yourphone number? 7700
[*] If u were a crayon, what color/s wouldyou be? red
[*] What's the stupidest thing u ever did? I said sorry to someone who didn't deserve an apology from me
[*] Where do you shop the most? Lately Forever 21
[*] How many kids do you want to have? Perhaps 2 but I prefer to have twins
[*] Do you have your own cellphone? Yes
[*] Have you ever broken/sprained/fractured a bone? fortunately no

__________Have you ever___________
[*] Wanted to kill someone? yes, actually yesterday!
[*] Broken the law? no
[*] Made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:47 AM

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

A to Z

A age: 24
B band listening right now: I am so crazy over 50 cents!
C career: my bro's assistant and launching my own small business :)
D drink or smoke?: I drink
E easiest person/s to talk to: Wewe, Linda and Stewart
F favorite song/s at the moment: Home by Michael Buble
G gummy Bears or Gummy Worm?: I love both!
H have you ever had a boy/girlfriend: I never have a girlfriend but I had had boyfriends before huahuahua
I in-love?: Not yet
J junk food you like: KFC
K kids: I love them
L longest ride ever?: Surabaya-Bali 14 hours
M my favorite Sports: I don't do sports
N name: Cecilia
O one wish you have?: To have my love
P phobias: SNAKES!
Q favorite clothes: Forever 21
R reason to smile: Happy
S sleeping hours: 3-5 hours
T time usually you wake up: Quite early when I am working
U unknown fact about u: That I can bake
V vegetable/fruit you hate: String beans! and Honeydew
W worst habit: Socializing too much
X x boy / girl friends??: erghhh
Y yummy food/s: Steak
Z Zodiac: Virgo

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 3:44 AM

Monday, May 02, 2005

Riding a bus with a dead man

This kinda freaked me and my nanny out yesterday. We took a bus no.167 to Orchard from our home...the ride was alright, went smoothly, until we reached Orchard around CK.Tang...a passenger approached the bus driver, informing him that there was this someone who sat at the back and apparently had passed out. All people were rushing to attend to that poor man. Me and my nanny were sitting there and waiting. One of the lady shouted if there was any doctors or nurses or anyone who qualified with medical training inside the bus. A young Fillipino woman said she was a nurse...she went there and soon she returned and slumped herself in front of where me and nanny sat. I asked her how's the poor guy doing back there, she said he's gone. I repeated my question, "How is he?"
She replied the man had passed away. Oh my God....everyone started panicking. I asked her what caused him to die instantly there. She said it might be he suffered from a fit and he bit his tounge. The driver asked all of us to get down (xia che). I didn't get a closer glimpsed to the death man but my nanny did. She said he was of Indian descendant, mid age and he sat there with his head down. I just prayed inside my heart. Nobody exactly knew how long he had been there but when I got on the bus, I think he was already there 'cos I didn't see any Indian men alighting the bus. He could had been death for 1/2 hour before I got inside the bus. Creepy :S

Well since we got down @ CK Tang, we had to walk to Paragon 'cos that was originally where we were supposed to go. I was so hungry so we hit off to Coffee club.

We ordered Garlic bread, beef steak with mashed potato, muddy mud pie, hot chocolate and iced rambutan...woahhhh they're all irresistible! So good! Especially the Muddy Mud Pie!!!! I am so addicted to it

(but according to U wen, another resto @ Wheelock has a better mud pie! I wanna try it later on Wednesday...can't hardly wait!!!!!).

Afterward, I went down for shopping hihihihi...I bought 2 tops and a gypsie long skirt in blue...it is so niceeeeeee I loveeee it...muach :)
We continued by taking picture at a japanese photobox...


Ending our night @ Carrefour...buying some food...reaching home by 11pm and was greeted by so mad Spanky!

And guess what, I only slept for an hour...from 4am to 5am and haven't been able to close my eyes until now...it's 11am...I will try to get some sleep soon...I am lacking of sleep lately :(

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 11:00 AM

This picture

Told ya I would be in your picture :p
Anyway this picture was taken during Jimmy's and Vivi's last visit here...


Believe me I never managed to look better in any pictures, including this one.

Had fun though being their tour guide here ;) hihihi (seriously I didn't do any shopping on that day!). I am quite sure both of them were stunned to see how talk-active I was! Pardon me, I have no idea why I couldn't stop talking on that day, usually guys, I am quite reserved and quiet :)

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:45 AM

Home

Currently listening : Home by Michael Buble

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:41 AM

5ive

1.5 famous names of yours
[1] Lia
[2] Cecil
[3] Nonik
[4] Cil
[5] Celia

2.5 songs you listen the most lately
[1] Home - Michael Buble
[2] Superman - Five for Fighting
[3] What becomes of the broken hearted - Vonda Shepard
[4] It's all about you - Mcfly
[5] You are my everything - Svala

3.5 activies you will do tomorrow
[1] Purchasing air ticket
[2] Doing a bit shopping
[3] Eating my muddy mud pie
[4] Catching Kingdom of Heaven
[5] Packing

4.5 things that makes you upset
[1] Being ignored
[2] Do not get what I want
[3] Workloads
[4] Feeling upset
[5] Annoying people

5.5 brands you love
[1] Forever 21
[2] Mango
[3] LV
[4] Gucci
[5] Dior

6.5 of your hobbies
[1] Shopping
[2] Eating ice cream
[3] Hang around with friends
[4] Talking on the phone hahaha
[5] Spending time with my sisters

7.5 favourite places
[1] Coffee bean
[2] Dome
[3] My sis' bedroom
[4] TP
[5] My own room

8.5 websites you visit the most
[1] Friendster
[2] The Sun
[3] Hotmail
[4] CNN
[5] Blogger

9.5 actors you wish to date
[1] Orlando BLOOM!!
[2] David Beckham
[3] Brad Pitt
[4] Andy Roddick
[5] Asthon Kutcher

10.5 bad habits
[1] Sensitive
[2] Deep thinker
[3] Forgetful
[4] Can't concentrate
[5] Lazy hohohoho

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 1:04 AM

Sunday, May 01, 2005

A letter from beloved mom...

When I get old, I won't be who I was.
Try to understand me and be patient with me.

When there's a soup stain on my clothes,
When I don't remember anymore how to tie my shoes' laces
Remember how I taught you all of those when you were young

Whenever I keep repeating my words on something until you get tired of listening
Be patient in listening,
Do not interrupt me when I talk
I repeated all bed stories for you before you went to bed whilst you were still young.

Whenever I need you to bath me,
Please do not get upset with me.
Do you remember, when you were young, I had to use all my ways to get you to take a bath?

When I do not understand about technology at all and new inventions,
Do not look down on me.
Think how I used to be so patient in answering to all your "why?" questions

When I cannot walk, give me your hands and carry me.
Like when I did to you when you started learning how to walk.

When I cannot recall our conversation,
Give me times to remember them.
To me, the most important thing is that to have you by my side to listen to me

When you see me getting older, do not be in sorrow.
Understand me, support me, like I did to you
When you started learning to live your life.
How I gave you directions in living your life,
Now, accompany me to spend the rest of my life.
Give me your love and your patient,
I will give you my blessing smile
Behind my smile, there's unconditional love for you :)

From mom...

Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:48 AM

I am more than just a bird...

Sitting down here, listening to "Superman" by Five for Fighting...and suddenly few drop of tears fell...I am a bit fragile lately, aren't I? There must be something bothering me lately, it is just that I cannot really figure it out what there's that bothers me the most...is it myself or others?

I am going home soon, 4 days from now...I do feel upset and yet excited. It's a complicated thing. When you adapt well with the environment and everything, it is just triggers you off to go home. I am just like that :(

I will just cool down a bit...


I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird...
I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...
But don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...
But won't you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...
Away from me
It's all right...
You can all alseep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...
Or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees
I'm only a man
In a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite
On this one way street
Only a man
In a funny red sheet
Looking for special things
Inside of me
It's not easy to be me.

P.S: Today is my friend's birthday...wishing you all the best for everything you do :)


Cecilia walked through the seasons at 2:33 AM

Spring
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School : Bond U
Just read through my blogger to understand me... :P
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