My office...
I have nothing to do, since it's Sunday (surprise2...I am in my office on bloody Sunday) and I am quite bored..just finished chatting with Adi and currently talking on the phone with Linda (she was looking for me yesterday and I didn't pick up any phone calls yesterday...ya know my condition). Since I am so jobless, I am taking some pictures of my office...
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11:22 AM
Trojan Horse
That virus, truly pissed me off! for couple of days, I had no idea how to remove the bloody virus. I didn't even know I was affected by it. The weirdest thing of all, I was offline when I got the virus and I was offline for more than 4 days! Dang...my computer became very slow. I tried to boot my computer and went to safe mode to fix the bloody thing but my norton anti virus didn't work (yeah thanks a lot norton!). It kept producing a display message that an error had occured and that it couldn't be used. Arghhh I felt like pulling my hair apart! *alright that is too exaggerating*...anyway I called up "Bapak Tommy", asking for his help. He told me to search anti virus trojan online through google, which I did so. I did find an online scanner for trojan virus but ya know my net connection, it's always down now and then so whenever I loaded the scanner, I got disconnected. I was quite desperate to remove it before my brother arrived home. After days of attempting to remove it, finally, yesterday morning, I found this 'a-squared' programme. It said it could remove any kind of viruses on your computer. I began downloading it, hoping that I wouldn't get disconnected *I kept my fingers cross* and thank God, I managed to get the whole programme downloaded. I installed it and it didn't fix everything...I gave up...but miracle happened today...well the anti virus works brilliantly! Now, my computer is virus free and hey, the pace has come back to normal speed :) Thank you 'A-Squared'!
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
9:46 AM
All kind of teas...
It's been a routine schedule for at least me, my friend and my sister. We've been spending our Sunday lately @ one of the coziest place in town and I must tell ya, they serve all those weird teas hehehe...I am trying out every single teas that are available on the menu ;) So far, I have tried :
Lavender Tea : It tasted like a bottle of perfumed! LOL...highly NOT recommended for those who do not like the scent of lavender or anything to do with lavender!
Flower Tea : I did try it a sip. My sister was the one who ordered it and she said it tasted so bad that she didn't think she would love to drink any more teas huahuahaua but ah well she agreed, it tasted better than lavender tea that I ordered! :)
Anti Flu Tea : As the flu season approaching and you can guess, I was infected with one! So on that day, I ordered this 'Anti Flu Tea'...I must say it's considered as a herbal tea and tasted like a medicine but I couldn't complain about it. It's supposed to taste that way, or is it?
Energy Tea : It's written on the menu description that it can help to relax all your muscles so that it releases all the stress inside your body plus it helps to make your mind more at ease. Since I had had a bad week so I tried on this one. Believe it or not, it did help me to relax! hahaha thanks!
Happiness Tea : The name sounded so irresistible and again I had been feeling happy the whole week after consuming the tea! Now, you might be thinking I am insane! :)
Meditation Tea : Helping to heal your body and soul and mind...tried it yesterday...I must say of all the teas I have tried, this one comes as a 2nd place for the taste after lavender...I meant that weird taste ;)
Well I expect I will try on more and more unique teas that they serve! hahaha next one will be "Mood Tea"...I was about to order it yesterday but I changed it to meditation tea as I am meditating to get my left eye healed! Ok now speaking of my left eye...I dunno if it's getting better or worse...I am so frightened now...I promise to myself I won't do anything stupid anymore with my both eyes...with only one eye funtioning, it does affect your daily routine work...I cannot read well, I cannot write well, I cannot see well and I cannot type well...*sigh* I hope I will be ok...I feel so guilty already...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
6:56 AM
Relaxing Sunday
Ok..let's move on from the stress period stuff :p....Sunday sunday sunday...I prefer Saturday than Sunday but this Sunday, I was having a really relaxing Sunday *comfy*. I went to 'SuperMall' and shopped hehehe as always...and ate ice cream ice cream and ice cream...woahhhh...no wonder I have been gaining weight since I returned back home ;) Anyway here are the pictures from Sunday...
Slurrpppp yummy ice cream! Chocolate vs. Strawberry...ok my sis couldn't keep her eyes open :p
Moi cousinz...huahauhaua eating the ice cream too!
The place is so retro blue and the name is Glazious or Glaxious...I can't really remember but its' name was inspired by the son of Poseidon...I had had 4 scoops of ice cream...check out my ice cream bowl! huahauhuaa
Our last stop of that day...Bakerz In...too bad I didn't order anymore ice cream as I was too full and felt like a pig after eating like 5 meals in a day!
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
1:42 AM
It's really over
When you make a big decision, you know something in your life is about to change forever. I know I didn't want to stuck in one matter that matter the most in my life. Though, the decision that I made hurt me so badly now but I come to realisation that it is the best for me and for him in the future. I had not been sleeping so well for the past few days and it's torturing me slowly. I realised the time would come when I had to say "It's over"....It's over now...I am sad but I am surviving...I know I can move on as soon as possible but I don't want to force myself. I am just taking each day slowly but sure. I hope I am making the right decision...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
9:52 PM
I cannot sleep...
I have not been able to sleep well in the past few days. It's very annoying ya know. It's not as if I were enjoying this torment :( I do not know why, suddenly, my insomnia is back. I have been taking 'decolgen flu pills' to help me to put myself into sleep, which sometime it does help me, and other time, it doesn't really help me in the way I want it to help (like exactly right now). I know I cannot blame it fully to 'decolgen', the lack of sleeping that I am suffering right now is probably caused by 'my brains are fully loaded with thousand endless thoughts' or simply put it 'restless brains'. I feel like I wanna cry now and then. Help me, God.
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
4:02 AM
*Yawning*
Huaaaaaaaaaaaaa now I do want to see my bed and my pillows so that I can put my head + body to rest. I am so sleepy zzzzzz huahuahua I was busy catching up some stories with my sis, watching CSI together. I wanted to go to bed but felt like 'hey I am going to be @ my office a bit late later on' so I said to myself, better sleep around 2am. As the clock stroke to 2, I headed back to my room. I was about to turn off my computer when I saw suddenly my connection went off. My msn automatically re-signed in again. There ya go, at 2 am, several of my friends went online...some who were overseas, I still understood (the time differences) but the others were from here and living and breathing the same air as I did last night, at least...huahuahua So I began to chat with all of 'em. One by one starting to bid their good-byes and by the time the number of people who chatted with me become only 1 single person, I couldn't sleep and didn't feel sleepy at all. I kept saying "Go to bed! It's nearly 4am" but everytime I tried to picture myself lying in my bed, I pictured myself struggling to sleep. Finally by 5am, I decided to switch off my msn as my mom and bro were about to leave for Singapore. Afterwards, I tried to close my eyes, true to what I said, I kept tossing myself in my bed, unable to close my eyes...though, I managed to steal an hour or so of sleep, now I feel so restless. I want bu Kris! *Dang*
Better get back to work...plenty things to deal with...woah I do hate working, ya know? and I do miss Spanky so dearly...lucky brother and my mom whom are about to meet Spanky later on in the afternoon (or perhaps, they are already meeting him by now?)
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
12:04 PM
Oh no...that skirt...
Oh nooooooooooooooooooo....noooooo....I just returned from my lunch break which I decided to have it @ TP. I met my mom and her friends. No, that was not the problem. The problem was, as always, I stopped by Michelle, my true shopping place. I thought I would not be tempted to buy anything which I was wrong. I should not had tried that skirt...that skirt...in black and white laces around...I should have known myself better that I like this kinda skirt especially lately I have worn skirts more than pants or any jeans (Mr. G had said recently that I changed quite a lot in the last 2 outtings with him. He said that I was more feminim...huahuahaua). It's quite pricey...but I don't have any problem with it as long as it's nice (Paris stuffs seem to be nicer than Korean stuffs lately though I have no specific preferences). So I tried it. I was not optimistic about how it would end up on me 'cos it looks a bit "British type". Not that I don't love anything British, indeed I am a big fan. I am small in frame, usually something 'bob' don't look nice on me. I put it on and it's way too big and it looks nice! Very very nice. I even asked my mom to come by and see me on it and she agreed it's very nice. The problem was the size! hiks hiks...I asked the sales to go find me size T0...the one that I tried was T1 and according to Paris size it's Small...but I think it's medium in size or something. Now I am pending it. Asking the sales people to ask if it can be altered. They said they would let me know by tomorrow....Oh no...I cannot wait and I hope yes it can be altered....talking about my demon shopping ^_^ Next time do not try on anything! Anything that even I am not sure about...
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
2:21 PM
This week
My schedule for this week:
Monday : I cancelled all my appointments. I needed some rest. Put every single appointments on Tuesday without realising it that I already had 2 different appointments on Tuesday
Tuesday : Yeah, I had 4 different appointments with 4 different groups. How disorganized am I? Don't u wonder? hehehehe Finally to make the whole thing fair, I switched the other 3 appointments on the next day respectively and went to the first appointment I made which was attending "Orchestra National Symphony of Indonesia"...A quite interesting event for a change
Wednesday : again I nearly made 2 different appointments on the very same day...I need some secretary to organize my schedule! huahauhaua I decided to go for girls' night out...which I should pick the other one instead of this one...
Thursday : I called for 'sick day' as I couldn't sleep the whole night...barely closing my eyes and it was already in the morning. I spent the whole day chatting with friends
Friday : I am off for a coffee break very soon...hopefully with a bit of shopping to follow
Saturday : going for midnight MI 3...cannot wait. Again I have 2 different appointments but I guess there won't be a problem this time around
Sunday : My friends are taking me for golf...we will see if I could wake up in the morning for that day :)
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
12:32 PM
That is the thing
The thing is that I am a bit too lazy to update...I swear I have written about 3 paragraphs few days ago and I didn't find it (what I wrote) was interesting enough to be posted here. Now I am trying to get my mood back...What has been happening lately...hmmm...last week I was fully booked by loads of appointments (yeah appointments with my friends).
On Monday I went out for a movie with my friend and he picked 'Final Destination 3' for that night. Believe me afterwards, I became paranoid. Sight-seeing ghost and couldn't sleep well..jezzz...
then on Tuesday, I went for dinner with my sweetheart :) We ate @ Bakerz In and ya know we ordered too much food that I couldn't breathe and felt I had gained more than 2 kg that night (Ok I am a bit exaggerated it).
On Wednesday, I went for dinner @ Hyatt. I love the place, only the wind didn't help... a bit chilly out there or there was something out there?
On Thursday, it was supposed to be a shopping day but in the end we ended up having a high-tea @ Bakerz In (again!). I had had 'Warm Chocolate Cake' as for that day I tried to skip the main course (and yeah it's still carry the same amount of fat than the main courses). I must say, I love 'Warm Chocolate Cake' the best! Now I am dreaming of having it again! (Ok I might be able to have it later....I am heading to TP again today and this time around only for a cup of tea :p). I did a bit of shopping that day, I bought erhmm something womenly stuffs.
Friday was a day off. I stayed home after works. I felt fatigue creeping inside me :(
On Saturday night, I was invited by one of my former best-friends (I cannot really say she is a former best friend 'cos she is still my friend, it's just that we are not that close anymore). The birthday was supposed to be held @ Hachi2 but since it was raining so hard and Sianne, who was driving "Wish" had difficulty due to the flood and a bike hit her car as well causing a long screetchy mark on the left side of the car. In the end, we changed the venue @ Pisa Cafe. As always, where there is Linda plus me, we would order something too much and we couldn't even finish it. Our victim was Calamari Ring. Afterwards, I joined my other friends for a movie and we continued by playing pool @ Nine Balls
As for Sunday, I chilled out with my friend for a warm cup of Lavender tea which tasted like a bottle of perfume (I swear that was the worst tea I ever had in my life). My sister ordered Flower mix tea or something like that which was equally worse. I went for dinner with another friend of mine and ended up @ Tp and finally I bought that Dior Lipstick...the intention was to replace my mom's missing lipstick that I misplaced it.
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
11:54 AM
Being aggressive...is it necessary?
It's been sometime since the very last time I login to this website (blogger) and start typing about my life (I feel like I am documenting my life and sometime it is fun to do some reverie hehehe)...reason no 1. internet connection over here is pretty much making you feel like you wanna pull your hair or scream. My wireless connection pretty much ruins my mood now and then. For example, earlier today, I was writing a testimonial for a friend. I wrote 1000 words and I was sure it was a good testimonial for him. When I clicked "preview", suddenly at the bottom of my screen appeared a small message "Wireless connection is not available". I nearly screamed in agony 'cos it meant I gotta rewrite what I wrote. See, it ruins my mood! reason no 2. I am busy...yes busy talking on the phone, busy gossiping (ops), busy reading comics (addicted to them), busy texting my friends, busy outting, busy socializing, busy crying over my sad love stories, busy going for shopping, busy with some crap movies around (and yet I wonder why I still watched 'em), busy of being tormented by ghostly sight recently, busy chatting, busy eating, busy finding good desserts around the town, busy taking pictures, busy doing my errands and so on (I am quite capable in making up reasons). reason no 3. I am losing interest in documenting about my life.....
Anyway enough about those not so important stuffs...I am in my office currently, doing nothing but chatting...and I am chatting with my friend. We are at present time discussing about aggressiveness....hehehe pretty funny after I found out my friend whom I always consider her as a brave-not-so-womanly type girl is chicken out about making the first move to guys! Ok that's shocking....she had made some confession to me, the guy whom I introduced to her last 2 weeks was rather cute and she secretly had a crush on him! I didn't know that 'cos she was being so cool when she met him. So she wanted me to set up a 'date' for her and him with me present there...ok make it double date then ;) I have not been in touch with this guy, actually I did on Sunday but she just told me yesterday. I have not asked him if he got a time for a coffee or tea. I gave her a recommendation of adding him on friendster or I could give her his email address....she freaked out! now she made some more confession, despite her appearance, she is after all very girly inside. hehehehe....I said to her, "you need to be a bit more aggressive about it"....she said she knew....do you think she needs to be more aggressive? I am myself so confused about love....oh love.
Cecilia walked through the seasons at
1:38 PM
